How social are you and how good you are faking it like you are not suicidal?

  • Very social / no one knows how suicidal i am

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Very social / people know i am depressed/suicidal

    Votes: 1 1.4%
  • Social / no one knows how suicidal i am

    Votes: 5 6.9%
  • Social / people know i am depressed/suicidal

    Votes: 3 4.2%
  • I have several friends but they dont know i am suicidal

    Votes: 15 20.8%
  • I have several friends that they know i am suicidal

    Votes: 9 12.5%
  • I dont have friends anymore

    Votes: 38 52.8%
  • I am currently not suicidal

    Votes: 1 1.4%

  • Total voters


Jun 17, 2018
I would still do it even If I had people that really love me around. I would feel sorry for them and apologize, but in spite of that life is about the individual, and if he's not happy with his experience why should he extend it, just for inertia?


New Member
Aug 11, 2018
Hmmm...I can turn it on when necessary, for work or other commitments that I actually honor. I'll get happily drunk and become your best friend.

But I live alone by choice and spend most of my time alone. I've let all my close relationships fall to pieces or have actively pushed people away when they get too close.

I'm an extroverted introvert (or is it an introverted extrovert?). A lonely social butterfly!


Full-time layabout
Apr 7, 2018
None of these options really apply to me. In my case, I've never had any friends and, to this day, I still don't (not even online ones). Social? That word may as well be a tiny, insignificant planetoid being ripped apart by the overwhelming force of the supermassive black hole of indifference, emptiness & apathy that resides within the very fabric of my being.



What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
I lost my best friend after an argument about my former escort addiction. I was super high on Xanax and alcohol at the moment of "breakup". I was tired of him judging me and calling me names (horny baboon, 16 year old with IQ 80 etc.). We became friends 5 years ago, but I disliked him bringing up this topic all the time.