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Phantom

Phantom

Member
Apr 9, 2018
33
When you get going with your suicide nothing really matters, but we have a lot of customs, rituals and symbolicism that is important for us still. Some want to leave their bodies intact, some want to leave a message, and many seem to still hold on to earthly possessions. Some want to die in a specific way, in specific places or times. Overall I find all these things somewhat odd, even when they appear in my own mind.

And on a lighter note, I really like OP's profile picture.
 
Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
I imagine myself buried in a cemetery and my mother complainimg and shouting to my tomb: "why do you hste me so badly, what I've fone to you, fucking selfish kid"... Some people's pride really has no limits.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site

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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site

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You do have this site. And everyone on it and the love they bring with them. Hopefully not the hate x
 
TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Found a reason to stick it out until May. My two favorite artists are performing near me wtf. Silver linings me says this is a sign that things will be looking up in May and you'll no longer want to ctb! Realistic me says don't get your hopes up your happiest moments are in the past... If I stay until May I get one last mother's day with my mom, new avengers and I don't shirk any job responsibilities... Days have been so long lately though. Idk if I can do 12 more weeks with death on my mind. Thankfully I'll still have this site

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Erykah Badu is bad ass. She did a performance at the last Soul Train Awards that was unbelievable.
 
Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Not going to lie, today kms seems like a bit much but the quality of life I'll have still sucks and I'd still love for someone to kill me. I spent some time with people lasst night I think that's why ... I know my future will be lonely and codependent. :( Really just wish things were different
 
ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
My dog has two spiraling tufts of hair on his backside (one on each side of his tail) that vaguely resemble eyes. Is this merely a coincidence, or could this be a defence mechanism, to ward off potential predators?
 
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