GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Involuntary NEET
Jan 26, 2021
5,469
Everyone seems more or less normal, it's just me that's somehow completely fucked up. 5/10.
 
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Zegers

Student
Dec 15, 2021
165
My mother tried but, unfortunately, she already had many problems coming from a family where most of them died early and tragically which led my mother to a great depression that incapacitated her. The situation progressively dragged me to the hell of depression, loneliness and emptiness. The rest were a pain in the ass.
 
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Lost.

Antidepressants and antipsychotics are posion
Feb 13, 2020
173
My mother is OK although i had troubles with her when i was younger and kid, but my siblings are pure zero. I love my mother.
 
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PartlyHuman

Sorry for my English
Jan 10, 2021
52
4-5
The worst part is that they did try to do what they thought was best for me. But they are traumatized themselves and their respective families were no better... Trauma runs in families repeating itself every generation it seems
 
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hellispink

hellispink

i am sick of myself
May 26, 2022
107
My father is the only family member I have which I admire for his resilience and responsibility. I have a bunch of siblings, cousins, my own mother and everyone else, they are all 0 for me.
 
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BEATNGU

BEATNGU

Bone collector
Jun 15, 2022
28
4/10
They never abused this boy and they loved them very much. However, they only taught this one how to read. Had to learn everything else on their own. Also very dead so this one cannot say they have been the best lately either.
 
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ghqkiiia2

Member
Jun 15, 2022
8
穩定的 9.5,如果他們不幫助我,我會在 20 年前死去。
但是那種發燒,我只會更加沮喪,因為我永遠無法回報他們。有時我覺得我是一個沉重的負擔,拖著他們慢……
Really drives me crazy, These thoughts.
 
WearyHSP

WearyHSP

Student
Dec 12, 2021
122
When my dad died in 2003 my main emotion was relief. I hated him touching me for any reason. I grieved only the ‘loss’ of the father I had never had.
Wow, I felt the same way when my father died. though he didn't sexually molest me - he had a temper and was a narcissist. Turns out he was the "good" parent.

Anyway, nice to not be alone with feeling only relief when a parent dies. You have so much reason to feel that way. I'm sorry that happened to you.
 
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ghqkiiia2

Member
Jun 15, 2022
8
A solid 9.5. Without their help, I would have been dead 20 years ago. But the tricky part is to realize the fact that I've been a liability for them,
and likely to keep being so..... I am convinced that I am quite lucky, but not sure whether I deserve such a luxury. These thoughts drive me crazy from time to time.
 
alliebear

alliebear

The sun also sets
Jun 13, 2022
36
My mom-9 (she used to be abusive towards me when my father left but eventually changed and become a better mother when i develop mentall illness
My dad+stepmom-2 ( my dad is afraid of my stepmom and unable to protect his only daughter, constantly backstabb me by creating stories in order to protect himself, and my stepmom is straight out narcissistic. She treat me kind when im with her n my dad alone but when shes with her kids or friend, i became her cinderella+nonexistent
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
122
4. They ruined my life, the lives of my family and siblings, and continue to ruin it, but I can tell they do actually love me. They are just extremely ignorant and incompetent.
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Arcanist
Jul 2, 2018
486
I'll give my mother 5. She tried, but when my older sister died in an accident in 1991, my mum broke down completely, and I had to fill the role of both my mum and my sister too. I was 14y, and my younger brother only 6y.

I'll rate my father 8. Allthought he was kicked out by my uncle right after my sister died, he really tried to keep close contact with his children. My mum wouldn't let him, so my brother grew up without a father.

My brother is a good family guy, and I admire him for being a stayer (I'm not capable being in a relationship). I'll give him 9 for working hard, and our relationship is finally equally respectful.

I'll rate myself 4 and 8. Both my parents are old now. My mum have struggeled with Parkinsons disease 20y, and my father has dementia. They both depend on me. I'm the glue in our family.

Lots of loveS
 
woe-boy

woe-boy

sentenced into dreamless drudgery
Mar 30, 2022
16
familial love is bullshit. a complete, unworthy scam that nobody should get neck deep in. i regret giving my family so much of my time and love.

in terms of them keeping a nice living situation 5/10
compassion for me when i really need it? 1/10
as people that actually have depth and really intelligent thinking? -5/10

overall i'd rate them 3/10
 
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imtrying

imtrying

Member
Apr 29, 2022
31
My mom is 1,000,000,000, my dad and brother are a solid 7 sometimes and an absolute 0 others.
 
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Harper Lees

Member
Jun 23, 2022
6
10, I had as good a start in life as one could possibly ask for. I feel terribly guilty feeling as suicidal as I am. My parents deserve a much stronger kid. I just hate living in my fucked up body.
 
LucieInTheDark

LucieInTheDark

Menhera girl
Aug 3, 2021
62
4
My mother psychologically and physically abused me. My father did it too but he stopped once he and my mom divorced. I am too alienated from my siblings and feel uncomfortable talking to them for some reason. They will financially support me if I ask and they're even helping me to get an apartment but I don't want to have nothing to do with them
 
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slushy

Member
Feb 19, 2022
31
8. Most of my family is amazing and would all be 10s but I have to deduct points for how godawful my dad is
 
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Sweet Chainsaw

Member
Dec 6, 2020
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