- Jun 1, 2022
It varies so much. I know I want to go but I bounce between staying alive for the people that depend on me and just watching to ctb. I wish it were easier
Acid reflux can cause nausea---try a little honey, and maybe a walk to increase digestion--- Emetrol at the drug store might help9.2-9.5 . Feel very sick all the time, not sure if it's anxiety but i feel like want to throw up all of sudden. Never felt like this before .
5 right now but in the night it ramps up to like an 8 sometimes maybe 91 is very low suicidality, 10 is very extreme acute suicidality. I miss the old thread (which is deleted) that is way I want to revive him.
My suicidal thoughts today are a 4. I have some distractions and responsibilities which prevent more of these thoughts.