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Trifecta

Member
Aug 27, 2022
20
6-7 and before I thought about it I would have rated this as a good day. My normal is completely out of whack.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

I want throat hugs & anime! Can't use chat pm me
Aug 7, 2022
906
It's over 9000! (Dragon ball reference)

I reached total despair, agoraphobia... I tried a bag, horrible... I don't have a decent rope ... Maybe I should try with pants... The psych ward said it can work
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
139
Tiptoeing around 6 today, losing balance and occasionally stepping on 7. But always staring at 10.
 
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ConstantBattle

ConstantBattle

Member
Dec 1, 2021
6
1 for the past month 8 before that. Met someone online whom i've been completely honest with and told her about all of my traumas and she has been completely honest with me in return. I'm still suprised she didn't bail even after telling her about my most darkest times.
She has become my lighthouse in a sea of darkness and despair.
 
Lullaby

Lullaby

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Mar 9, 2022
510
9 for about a week straight now. Can barely function at the moment, feeling very weak physically and mentally.
 
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ManicPanic2018

ManicPanic2018

Bipolar Trans Woman, Help Me God
Sep 11, 2022
83
7. Back to the stage where it's a matter of when, not if. Hoping that I can source some SN to which will put things into motion and I can better start planning what time I've got left.
 
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noname223

Visionary
Aug 18, 2020
2,750
5. I have more suicidal thoughts than in the last weeks. But my major problem is anxiety. I am so fucking anxious. It is pretty hard to cope with. I think I might relapse in some months and I don't know how to escape my fate. In case I relapse it is no unlikely I have to kill myself.
I am so fucking anxious. I don't want to feel all this pain again. I am desperate.