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lele1967

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Feb 21, 2022
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Please start by reading this about SN
Thank you very much yagami
still necessary to manage sn with gloves andd glasses right?

last question what is pph? everyone talks about it
 
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Istanbulite

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Jan 14, 2022
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Hi everyone,

Sadly, we have had several members presumably pass away (unintentionally) recently, upon consuming a small quantity of SN.

This is a reminder to please be cautious when handling SN. Please do not take any poisonous or lethal substance if you are not certain and/or are not ready to go. Even ingesting a small quantity of SN (as little as 2g) can be fatal and members have historically died from taking small test/rehearsal doses of SN, such as a teaspoon.

SN should only ever be taken with the understanding that this could result in dying. A rehearsal or "test" dose beforehand is not recommended.

Thank you.
thank you for doing this
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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This is excellent advice here, and there is one other factor to keep in mind- according to a table that has been floating around this website 1 teaspoon of SN is almost 6 grams of SN- this will vary depending on the manufacturer some, but that makes it even more clear how 1 teaspoon can be a lethal dose.
 
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Iamchickenhat

I have no title.
Dec 17, 2021
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That’s what I thought, and that it takes awhile so it’s not an instantaneous method, so it has its downfalls, I also remember one or two people saying it failed, even without being found too soon, but I have to go back and reassess those claims.
I found it for cheap on a retailer sight and it wasn't that expensive. Took abt a month to get bc it comes from turkey. Good luck
 
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lele1967

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Peaceful Pill Handbook. There's a pdf posted here.
Thanks a lot. I am sorry if i am stupid and i am sorry for bothering you. Where is the pph pdf? I cant find it. Yagamachi also gave me a resource i couldnt find eveen hough i searched at methods and resources. But well..where is the pph pdf? ( and if u can tell me where the hell find these kinds so i dont have to bother people)
 
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BrokenBliss

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Jan 11, 2022
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Thanks a lot. I am sorry if i am stupid and i am sorry for bothering you. Where is the pph pdf? I cant find it. Yagamachi also gave me a resource i couldnt find eveen hough i searched at methods and resources. But well..where is the pph pdf? ( and if u can tell me where the hell find these kinds so i dont have to bother people)
You're not a bother. You don't know until you know. We all have to get situated. Anyway, from the home page, go to "Suicide Discussion" section and scroll down to "Sticky Threads," right near the top. The PPH is in there. Or you can use this link.

 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

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Apr 27, 2019
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I found it for cheap on a retailer sight and it wasn't that expensive. Took abt a month to get bc it comes from turkey. Good luck
I got mine for pretty cheap too (I assume, you mean the SN?), but that was before the news of its usage got so out of hand that it started to become restricted and far more difficult to obtain. Glad you were able to find a source.
(Thanks for the luck lol)
 
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I have severe stomach issues.... I have 3 pretty bad ulcers in my stomach and I can't really eat much of anything anymore because I will vomit it up.

I've been looking into SN but everyone says it makes you nauseous and might make you throw up if you don't take an anti-nausea medication prior.... I'm allergic to pretty much all but 2 anti-emetics.... the ones recommended are the 2 I have the worst reaction to...

Is there any other way I can use SN to CTB or do I need to find another way?
 
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Someone123

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I have severe stomach issues.... I have 3 pretty bad ulcers in my stomach and I can't really eat much of anything anymore because I will vomit it up.

I've been looking into SN but everyone says it makes you nauseous and might make you throw up if you don't take an anti-nausea medication prior.... I'm allergic to pretty much all but 2 anti-emetics.... the ones recommended are the 2 I have the worst reaction to...

Is there any other way I can use SN to CTB or do I need to find another way?
Considering you r stomach issues it seems very unlikely that you could keep it down, so another way probably makes sense.
 
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doodlebug1

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Please start by reading this about SN
Thank you. That resource has a lot of great info.
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
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Hi friends

i am new to the community, also looking desesperately in spain for ways to ctb

i have contacted a company that sells sn but they have advised me that it burns your eyes and has to be managed with glasses an gloves (nano2 e250)

is his true?

also hoy many spoons or grams should i ingest and hot to avoid vomiting?


thans a lot friends
From my experience with SN. I have opened it, I made a feint (I did not swallow I spit) and I handled it without much care. Take this information with caution, but SN poisoning is done by swallowing it. I am also afraid of it hurting.
 
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lele1967

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Feb 21, 2022
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From my experience with SN. I have opened it, I made a feint (I did not swallow I spit) and I handled it without much care. Take this information with caution, but SN poisoning is done by swallowing it. I am also afraid of it hurting.
heybad luck

thanks but did u manage it with goggles and gloves and lab clothing? is that absolutely necessary?
I’ve said this before but people need to treat it like a science experiment and dress up accordingly while handling or even consuming SN. Wear thick gloves, goggles or safety glasses, a mask so you don’t breathe in any cause the powder is so fine, clothing that covers your entire body like long sleeves and pants cause SN can be absorbed on the skin. I remember there was a post one time where the member stated they felt the usual symptoms of SN without even ingesting any, but didn’t wear anything while handling it.

And to those that do want to test it out by consuming any, my advice is to not ever test it especially if you’re not ready to die cause a small amount can kill you. Another thing since @Persephone ❦ mentioned teaspoons, people need to buy an actual measuring device instead of relying on using a teaspoon to do measurements. Cause one of the members who died unintentionally did so by only wanting to test their SN and consumed a teaspoon worth of SN which can kill you. Seriously people it’s a poison, this is nothing to play with.

As for the members who passed away or may have @Persephone ❦ if I may ask can we mention their names to pay respect?
what kind of mask would be appropiate?
 
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Wrennie

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Wards often make me even more motivated to attempt and succeed so I don't get locked up again. It is terrifying.
They seriously are predators. My experience there was nothing short of Hell and it makes me even more determined to never call for help, ever.

(Gee, thanks psych wards! Maybe if you did some actual good for people instead of traumatizing them for life then I’d actually be inclined to call emergency services if were I to try and attempt at anything, but then I know that I’d be instantly reminded of why I wanted to die in the first place if I did do so, so yeah)…
 
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Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
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heybad luck

thanks but did u manage it with goggles and gloves and lab clothing? is that absolutely necessary?

what kind of mask would be appropiate?
No, I did not use any protective equipment. I scooped it out with a spoon, poured it into a glass with 50ml of water. I drank it, and spit it out. It wasn't the time, he wasn't ready. I didn't have any burns or anything in my mouth.
 
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lili

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Feb 17, 2022
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Hey everyone. I bought some and it says it’s from a seller from Turkey as well, arriving at the end of March. The waiting feels so excruciating. But I keep reading some stuff and read some scientific article on what happened to a person after. But what I don’t understand, is it a painful way to die? Will it be excruciating?
 
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Viral1233

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Aug 16, 2021
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Hey everyone. I bought some and it says it’s from a seller from Turkey as well, arriving at the end of March. The waiting feels so excruciating. But I keep reading some stuff and read some scientific article on what happened to a person after. But what I don’t understand, is it a painful way to die? Will it be excruciating?
Against better advice I have tried it, just some background I have a fair understanding of this as well as access to pretty specific equipment to measure exact quantities. So I was able to control how much I ingested specifically, I made a comment about what it felt like but it definitely is not "excruciating" the nausea Is the only real annoying part. Apart from that there is the intense heartbeat but honestly it's literally the same as going for a run. It's not a "pleasant" experience but it is literally dying so hard to expect it to be.
 
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Kyuss

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Feb 12, 2022
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Against better advice I have tried it, just some background I have a fair understanding of this as well as access to pretty specific equipment to measure exact quantities. So I was able to control how much I ingested specifically, I made a comment about what it felt like but it definitely is not "excruciating" the nausea Is the only real annoying part. Apart from that there is the intense heartbeat but honestly it's literally the same as going for a run. It's not a "pleasant" experience but it is literally dying so hard to expect it to be.
How much did you take?
 
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Viral1233

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Aug 16, 2021
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How much did you take?
Highest was about 1.5g at that point was nearly impossible to walk, as kept blacking out... nausea was there but no vomit. Did vomit pretty violently the next morning though and was very blue, this was about 5 or 6 hours later. However by about 8-9 hours looked completely normal again
 
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simones

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Sep 18, 2020
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Where did you see that the reliability is so low and easy to fail?
I thought it was the opposite.
Some people posted their doubts about the method and transmitted the same doubt to me. I just want to be calm that the sn is going to kill me
That’s a very important thread. I know a case where a person just tried a very small dose and passed away. Be safe guys. If you not planing to go yet.
Thank u, u give me hope
 
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Sk3le

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Oct 30, 2021
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Is there a "safe" method to test the sn at home?
 
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lele1967

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Feb 21, 2022
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Highest was about 1.5g at that point was nearly impossible to walk, as kept blacking out... nausea was there but no vomit. Did vomit pretty violently the next morning though and was very blue, this was about 5 or 6 hours later. However by about 8-9 hours looked completely normal again
Wow, I was preparing almost everything to do it propperly. But i am afraid that if you vomitted 1.5g , how am I not gonna vomit 25mg?
How many people do actually fail cause of this?
 
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Nov 29, 2021
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Wow, I was preparing almost everything to do it propperly. But i am afraid that if you vomitted 1.5g , how am I not gonna vomit 25mg?
How many people do actually fail cause of this?
25mg is not the "proper" amount.
 
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Kyuss

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Feb 12, 2022
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Highest was about 1.5g at that point was nearly impossible to walk, as kept blacking out... nausea was there but no vomit. Did vomit pretty violently the next morning though and was very blue, this was about 5 or 6 hours later. However by about 8-9 hours looked completely normal again
How fast did you start feeling the effects? Was the nausea immediate? It would make sense to me that it wouldn't immediately happen but people claim they throw up within minutes.
 
Xiamara302

Xiamara302

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Dec 10, 2021
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Considering you r stomach issues it seems very unlikely that you could keep it down, so another way probably makes sense.
Greeeeaaat 😓😮‍💨😭😥😞🙁

Do you or does ANYONE have an alternative recommendation?

(I love that my body is so broken I can't even easily turn it off... just my f*cking luck 😮‍💨🤦🏼‍♀️)
 
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