- Oct 4, 2018
Own up, who wants to end it all and who is sat eating popcorn?
Can you explain that desire more please? I've been suicidal in the past, but I still stick around because these are the people I relate the most with and because I still feel like shit every other day, but in the end I hate myself for liking to be here. I can't imagine why someone would do i, so I'm trying to understand why you do it.I am rubbernecking. I have carefully crafted this facade of being a depressed failure over the last 20 years so that I could join this forum. It's always been a dream of mine to fit in with suicidal people.
I've always been shit at understanding sarcasm anyway :POh, I was joking, lol. I can't imagine many members are signed up just to watch the drama unfold, but I suppose statistically speaking there must be at least a few. I would think ordinary people would prefer going to the gym, baking gluten-free cookies, or trolling Tinder (or whatever it is normal people do).
On one hand I understood the sarcasm but on the other I invoke https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poe's_law whenever you misunderstand sarcasm and someone gets rude about it :')I've always been shit at understanding sarcasm anyway :P
So glad haven't come across those people hereI'm sure there's a person or two here that are trying to fight suicide and telling people that "someone loves you", "you're worth more than that", and some other bullshit. But some of us aren't in that fucking boat. When your uncle tries to kill you when you're two years old and your father hits you in the head with a board afterward for "being a pussy", you realize that there is no such thing as love. It is fucking non existent.