Bullit

Bullit

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May 6, 2021
552
Peeps never be responding to my threads. S' awright! I guess I'm not that interesting. I can deal wit dat! But, just once I'd like to know what its like to make a thread and have people RESPOND! Be they angry,fascinated,curious, outraged, whatevuh!
So I invite you to join this thread and say ANYTHING YOU WANT! About anything! No topics,no limits. Freedom baby,just another word for nothing left to lose!
The gamut,from bashing society to banging old mens butt holes!
And since its not MY topic,it may even be interesting.
 
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sillybillygo

Member
Aug 9, 2021
23
I saw photos of people that committed suicide and they scared me out of it but I still want the nothingness. It’s like a zero sum game of how cruel my life is. I encourage y’all to see photos of corpses and really think about what suicide is because I’m so freaked out. I’ve been wanting this for my whole life but to see intestines ripped out and crushed skulls and bloated, blue bodies has me freaked out. I wish I was dead but I don’t like the reality of death. Or living disabled.
 
flagmaster

flagmaster

Member
Oct 19, 2020
39
I went to my grandads funeral today and spent the entire time observing others. He spent years suffering and having to be looked after by others. He would of absolutely hated it. And yet, he’s been relieved finally of his suffering and yet all I see is people weep at the loss. I don’t get it, we lost him years ago. People are selfish. Each day I feel more desensitised to death. It’s like my head is rotting away and I am becoming more detached from this reality. After the funeral, all those who cried then go to drink and be merry at a venue to celebrate the wake. I find it so bizarre.

the whole day just feels like a confirmation that I truly don’t belong here if I feel lonely and detached from my own family and the ones who are supposed to mean the most to me. I didn’t ask to be here.

take this reply to your thread, ya filthy animal! Soak it up!!!
 
finish.me

finish.me

I need you to feel this
Jul 14, 2021
89
I get nostalgic over things like that, and it would have been cool.
as fucked up, evil, hubristic and disrespectful as that whole sentence was, i can kind of understand why you'd think that. kind of like how watching the pandemic unfold the last year gave me this crazy sense of..adrenaline? energy? like reading about 9/11 and shit. it always makes me feel crazy, but it's like watching a car crash, you can't look away. i guess. cortisol and chemicals and shit
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
833
as fucked up, evil, hubristic and disrespectful as that whole sentence was, i can kind of understand why you'd think that. kind of like how watching the pandemic unfold the last year gave me this crazy sense of..adrenaline? energy? like reading about 9/11 and shit. it always makes me feel crazy, but it's like watching a car crash, you can't look away. i guess. cortisol and chemicals and shit
That's how it makes me feel. The prospect of disaster is exciting probably because I'm quite emotionally numb and detached. It could be compared to a drug addict needing more of a substance over time to get the same effect - in this case something with shock factor.
 
finish.me

finish.me

I need you to feel this
Jul 14, 2021
89
That's how it makes me feel. The prospect of disaster is exciting probably because I'm quite emotionally numb and detached. It could be compared to a drug addict needing more of a substance over time to get the same effect - in this case something with shock factor.
i feel the same, holy shit. im guessing you get nostalgic about that stuff because its just a point in time where you were feeling something other than numbness? i literally get the exact same way about certain things. there was a point in my life during like 2017 where i would obsessively scroll through abuse cases on true crime tumblr or like old forums and i get nostalgic about it. going home after school and just doing that till i fell asleep, it was a really good distraction from the 24/7 numbness
 
Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,179
I've been sorta obsessing about reading about Chris Watts and the murders of his wife and kids. I'm not victim shaming but the more I look into it the more I see the terrible situation he was in with his wife. She was an extreme spender, they basically just had his income, she was obsessed with filming herself and family selling her wacky shakes and energy bars, she berated him, she made up her illness and made up illnesses for her young kids, they were behind on their mortgage and had 0 money and she was pregnant again. He started an affair and got to hike around and see life outside of her vapid narccissitic reality. She went away for 6 weeks to her family and he got a breather from her intense consumption of money and him and their kids. He killed her upon her return from a stupid business trip that consisted of spending more money to invest in something that wasn't pulling in money. I've really never seen people who could aquire this shit they had on the income he got. Her videos are all over Youtube. I feel very sad that he killed his small kids. They loved him and I think he loved them back. I can't comprehend how he got the nerve or craziness to kill them but he must have seen it as it would be impossible to raise them on his own. I don't know. The case/situation is really interesting. He was a seemingly cool dude married to a bitch and couldn't take it when he should have left her...but she would have always been winning somehow. She should have become a real estate agent. She had the looks and personality. To sell energy shakes online to FB followers is so fucking STUPID.

I feel sorry for him in that he has to spend the rest of his existence in prision though the murders were ghastly and horrible. He said he has only God to judge him and wants to mentor other prisoners. I think he is delusional and probably a narcississit but I don't think he was a narc in the 8 years he was with her. I think he was put down and used.

Sorry for the huge pic. I wish it was smaller.

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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
833
i feel the same, holy shit. im guessing you get nostalgic about that stuff because its just a point in time where you were feeling something other than numbness? i literally get the exact same way about certain things. there was a point in my life during like 2017 where i would obsessively scroll through abuse cases on true crime tumblr or like old forums and i get nostalgic about it. going home after school and just doing that till i fell asleep, it was a really good distraction from the 24/7 numbness
That sounds accurate, though I was just starting elementary school back then. Those events are almost like a reference point. Weird huh?
 
Alwaysbadtime

Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,179
I hope they gangbang his cold-blooded, murderous ass real gently, he's a beautiful soul.
So bad! Yes, he is good looking. Not as much in prison. He shaved his beard and is pasty. Too bad shit went down so dark!

Horrible murders...poor kids! She was bad but didn't deserve to be killed.
 
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Deadlyroses

Deadlyroses

Sad Millennial
Mar 28, 2021
126
The thought of going overseas to purchase N has crossed my mind. I know it can be purchased in certain countries in South America. It would be a vacation of sorts- topped off with a peaceful exit. N is my ultimate first choice, but I am too paranoid to purchase it virtually. I have settled for SN, as it is convenient and easily accessible.
 
GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

#Thlammed
Jan 26, 2021
4,734
People were fucking @ing me in the chat after I was logged out.
 

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