BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
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Just listening to music, rediscovered this:


The music video is fitting for the song. And it feels like summer, tastes like pink lemonade. Uh. Anyway. I have mixed feelings about songs like this because while the singer describes these sorts of emotions as love, I’m not sure if I agree. They describe passion, infatuation. But passion isn’t necessarily love, infatuation is fleeting and definitely not love.

Bothers me because people listen to things like this and then think they’re in love with someone. But there’s a huge difference.
 
Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
764
I wonder how many female members have never dated and how many male members have never dated. I'd make a poll but I'm tired and I should clean the house.

It would have the options:

Female and NT (neurotypical), dated
Female and NT, never dated
Female and asp/aut, dated
Female and asp/aut, never dated
Male and NT (neurotypical), dated
Male and NT, never dated
Male and asp/aut, dated
Male and asp/aut, never dated

If someone wants, they can steal this idea and just copypaste those answers.
 
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Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
1,485
People who still post sources are selfish as fuck. I know some of y’all want to die so badly that you just don’t care but try to atleast think about the people in the future who might want to use those sources and have atleast the possibility of a peaceful method without the authorities clamping down on it. And people bitch that they can’t find SN. I wonder why. Unpopular opinion? Whatever.
 
Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
764
PersonA: I don't like kids. They scream and poop and break things. They can be really rude too and they have no manners.
PersonB: Wow, you're such an evil and bad person, you child-hating monster! Children are the best! How could you not love and want children?
PersonA: I like jumping in puddles.
PersonB: Hahaha, you toddler, you childish manchild! Only little kids jump in puddles!

Why, just why are the same people who think that not liking children makes you a bad person the same people who use child, toddler, childish, manchild as insults?
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,278
I think I've found one single moment in life in which the good prevails the bad and feels more intense (but still temporary). You have a very, very awful nightmare (bad,intense) then you wake up and realize nothing of this actually happened and that you're fine and you tell yourself ''oh godness thanks nothing of this was actually reality'', I don't know, but for me that feeling is really pleasurable and intense that i can't describe. It's the only moment where the good is bigger than the bad. I can't find any bad side to waking up and realizing the awful shit in your nightmare never happened and you're okay.
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,278
People who talk shit about others and then take advantage of their life situation and struggles, while they themselves struggle, to make a drama out of it and hurt the person more should belong in the toilet.
 
Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
624
Working at a thrift shop I get to see just how much stuff gets thrown away in a single day, "Preventing items from being unnecessarily thrown in the garbage" my fuckin' ass.

Wish I had a fuck ton of money to donate to twitch streamers, they have better use for it than I.

Why is is so difficult and expensive to get a comfortable computer chair?

The more I think about the more I wish I had bought a PS4 over Xbox 1 years ago, feels like there's more variety when it comes to Playstation. Now I feel like such a fool for doing it.
 
Elusive Phantom

Elusive Phantom

There's glass in my oatmeal
Oct 29, 2021
146
BITCHES AIN'T SHIT BUT HOES AND TRICKS!!!$
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
15,566
I’ve been irrationally upset that Starbucks isn’t making any Eggnog lattes this holiday season and this sort of entitlement is exactly why I want other people to wish I was dead.
 
4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Specialist
Dec 28, 2019
345
When I was a child I rode my bike to school every day. One day I left early, and on the way I stopped atop a hill overlooking the valley below. I took a moment to relax and looked up into the sky. There all alone was a small white fluffy cloud drifting by. He seemed lonely, and I was lonely too. I reach up, grabbed him and swiftly stuffed him into my pocket.

Over the next several weeks we became good friends but over time he begin to miss his home up above. While he enjoyed my company, he was no longer free to roam. There in while in class he began to cry. I stood up and looked and my pants were wet. All the kids began to laugh as it appear I has peed myself. It was an embarrassing affair, but I could not reveal the truth. No telling what would happen to my friend if I did, so I endured it. I simply looked down upon the ground and slowly walked to the restroom where I hid.

Finally, the bell rang and it was time to go home. On the way to my bike I was stopped by the the three local bullies. They pushed me against the brick wall mocking me, calling me names and slapping me around as they laughed with such joy.

What's that sound? We all heard it. It was a loud rumbling sound. Our hair began to rise. What was going on? We were all surprised and confused. My friend, which I had totally forgotten about, had become angry at the events taking place. He floated out of my pocket, now dark grey in color instead of his fluffy white. He rose higher and higher, and then began to thunder and rumble.

We all stood there unable to move almost as if in a trance. Then, before any of us could blink, a sharp crack and a bright flash, then another and another. One by one the bullies were struck by an electrifying bolt! There they laid on the ground as their corpses smoldered.

My friend slowly changed back to his delightfully white and fluffy state and do what clouds do best. He began to morph into a shape. What was this shape? Was it a turtle, rabbit or.... No, this can't be... He slowly changed into the shape of what appeared to be a pair of nuts and drifted down to teabag all three bullies before drifting off into the sky never to be seen again.

I miss my friend.
 
Elusive Phantom

Elusive Phantom

There's glass in my oatmeal
Oct 29, 2021
146
I’ve been irrationally upset that Starbucks isn’t making any Eggnog lattes this holiday season and this sort of entitlement is exactly why I want other people to wish I was dead.
Can't you make it at home? K cup or something?
 
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Jester

Student
Dec 19, 2019
134
The thread's title reminds me of a song by X Japan, Say Anything (a really good ballad)

 
Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
764
At the same time I think that people younger than 35 shouldn't be able to have children (I mean they should be naturally and biologically from birth unable to have children, and gain the ability at 35) so that there wouldn't be teen pregnancies and there'd be less unwanted pregnancies and the parents would be more mature and experienced and wiser and most likely have a stable life. I've heard too many "I had a kid at 25 and I regret it because I just want to have sex parties and go drink with my friends every night and I don't have a job or money to take care of them! I miss my freedom and money!"

Yet at the same time I feel like no one older than 20 year olds should be able to have kids, because the generation gap is horrible. I'm so jealous of people who have young parents. Imagine this:

A person I know with her young parent: Let's play video games together! Have you tried Netflix? Wow, the new Ipad looks so cool!
Her young parents: Sure, Fox, Final destination, no items! Yep, Netflix is so much better than traditional tvs, you can choose what to watch and when. Let's buy three, one for you, one for me, and one for mom.
Me with my old shitty parents: The toilet is broken.
The old shitty parents: Can't you poop in the forest? We always pooped in the forest in our childhood.
Me with my old shitty parents: I'm gonna watch something on Netflix.
The old shitty parents: YOU FUCKING BASTARD YOU BROKE THE TV! NOW IT'S SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT A NETFLIX! WHERE ARE THE SIX O'CLOCK NEWS???!!! YOU BETTER FIX THE TV RIGHT NOW OR WE'LL DISOWN YOU!!!! AND YOU BETTER NEVER AGAIN TOUCH THE TV AGAIN YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!

FUCKING OLD PARENTS WHO HAVE KIDS IN THEIR 40S!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THE GENERATION GAP!!!!!!

I WANT RICH LUXUS PARENTS WHO LIVE IN LUXURY!!! I WANT TO BE A MILLIONAIRE!!!!!
 
Voûte_Étoilée

Voûte_Étoilée

Suicide is just for overachievers
Apr 28, 2021
1,208
At the same time I think that people younger than 35 shouldn't be able to have children (I mean they should be naturally and biologically from birth unable to have children, and gain the ability at 35) so that there wouldn't be teen pregnancies and there'd be less unwanted pregnancies and the parents would be more mature and experienced and wiser and most likely have a stable life. I've heard too many "I had a kid at 25 and I regret it because I just want to have sex parties and go drink with my friends every night and I don't have a job or money to take care of them! I miss my freedom and money!"

Yet at the same time I feel like no one older than 20 year olds should be able to have kids, because the generation gap is horrible. I'm so jealous of people who have young parents. Imagine this:

A person I know with her young parent: Let's play video games together! Have you tried Netflix? Wow, the new Ipad looks so cool!
Her young parents: Sure, Fox, Final destination, no items! Yep, Netflix is so much better than traditional tvs, you can choose what to watch and when. Let's buy three, one for you, one for me, and one for mom.
Me with my old shitty parents: The toilet is broken.
The old shitty parents: Can't you poop in the forest? We always pooped in the forest in our childhood.
Me with my old shitty parents: I'm gonna watch something on Netflix.
The old shitty parents: YOU FUCKING BASTARD YOU BROKE THE TV! NOW IT'S SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT A NETFLIX! WHERE ARE THE SIX O'CLOCK NEWS???!!! YOU BETTER FIX THE TV RIGHT NOW OR WE'LL DISOWN YOU!!!! AND YOU BETTER NEVER AGAIN TOUCH THE TV AGAIN YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!!

FUCKING OLD PARENTS WHO HAVE KIDS IN THEIR 40S!!!!!!!!!! FUCK THE GENERATION GAP!!!!!!

I WANT RICH LUXUS PARENTS WHO LIVE IN LUXURY!!! I WANT TO BE A MILLIONAIRE!!!!!
I think there is another perspective to this: I, for one, am quite glad that my parents had me in their thirties (as opposed to their twenties or teens). They are already in their mid to late fifties, and that means they won't have to go on living for too long after my suicide. Older parents also mean that your grandparents will be older, which means that the likelihood of them dying before your suicide is fairly high as well. Obviously all of this reasoning only applies when you have good rapport with your family, which is (un)fortunately the case for me. If I should somehow be able to hang on until I'm thirty (difficult, but not impossible, at least at the moment), my grandparents will most likely all be dead or almost dead, and my parents will be in their sixties.
I WANT RICH LUXUS PARENTS WHO LIVE IN LUXURY!!! I WANT TO BE A MILLIONAIRE!!!!!
Who doesn't? Being suicidal is much more fun when you're rich.
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,278
if that individual doesn't let me spend my last times on here and in general in peace then I find myself forced to resort to the awful ways of dealing with stuff, you know, with swears, awful words etc. to not let someone spend their last times before they die in somewhat peace and leave them alone is outrageous i swear.
 
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deflationary

Fussy exister. Living in the epilogue
Mar 11, 2020
460
I'm feeling like SHIT. It seems like I have long covid. I had covid like a month ago, basically just fever for a day or two and a cough for like a week, but I've been feeling feverish (without actually having a fever) and fatigued ever since. If this ends up developing into an actual chronic fatigue syndrome kind of thing, then I think I'm done with this life. Though I'm probably just being paranoid. Maybe. Who knows.
 
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lostundead

Member
Mar 18, 2021
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I'm feeling like SHIT. It seems like I have long covid. I had covid like a month ago, basically just fever for a day or two and a cough for like a week, but I've been feeling feverish (without actually having a fever) and fatigued ever since. If this ends up developing into an actual chronic fatigue syndrome kind of thing, then I think I'm done with this life. Though I'm probably just being paranoid. Maybe. Who knows.
Not trying to scare you but I have cfs and I've felt "feverish but without a fever" a lot in the beginning. That being said it seems that most people with long covid make a full recovery within 3-6 months. Best thing you can do is rest as much as possible, but I'm sure you've heard that before. If you have any further questions feel free to DM me.
 
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