AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,185
It's so endearing how some SS members are, I love you guys.
 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
513
Yesterday, while walking down to the store, I said to fate, "I'll kill myself soon, you know. But do give me a sign, I dare you. Give me a sign if I should continue with my plan or not."

My best friend chatted me that very same day, minutes past the time I uttered the sentence above. Told me that she met with the woman I love and that she said she wants to reconnect with me or something.

We did reconnect. Again. And I am happy for that. But I think I broke the connection again by letting her go

Then, I remembered the "give me a sign" thing just right now.

It is a "go" sign.
 
Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
612
I always think back to olden times when technology wasn't even scratching the surface of eventually destroying the planet, and how beautiful the earth and it's natural wilderness looked.
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
168
Want to climb out window & walk to the store to buy alcohol but they close too early. Idk what else to do, there's not any other stores I can walk to around here. I hate the night & I hate feeling trapped inside with nothing to do but think about things I don't want to think about at night.
 
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motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
168
Hate night & want someone to talk to,
but my online friend messages me & I just demand him to go to sleep lol
I think that's a bit funny but honestly I'm worried. He's an hour behind me so I can remember what time it is for him, it's almost 2 a.m. for him. He always went to bed at a normal person time, sleepy guy, didn't understand how I stay up. But he's been online strangely late for him multiple times lately. I hope he's fine. I know he has problems. I notice these changes & worry, but I don't want to seriously mention it in case he thinks I'm a stalker. So I just tell him to go to sleep like I'm not seriously worried. I wish I could do more for him.
 
Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
653
I feel like the US should give the Q people a state or territory of their own and let them secede from the union. It'll be just like Gilead
 
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PartlyHuman

Sorry for my English
Jan 10, 2021
40
Once when I was a teen a guy acquaintance offered me to visit his house and nobody was there. He poured me some wine (I tried to refuse lol since I'm not allowed to drink), we talked a bit and then I've said I'll go home. He tried to convince me to stay a bit longer...
Now, 8 years later I've got that probably it was a hint... Speaking about missed opportunities lol
People, be more direct please....
 
Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
828
Wow I'm feeling helpless right now. I just wish there was some way that I could take control of my life and get what I want for once but if it's one thing living in this world has taught me it's that we have absolutely no control over anything. Life is a game of chance.
 
Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
513
I love you so much. But I have to protect you, too. and if I can't, then, I'll go. I just want you to know that, I have never stopped caring for you.

-Your forever companion, more than in death
 
Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
828
I was playing the piano just now and I feel like a complete and total failure. I don't know why but I hate all of the songs that I've written. Maybe it's due to low self-esteem but damn it hurts. I don't have anything else going for me in life except my compositions so... Fuck

I'll try to take the productive path and tell myself I'm going to write some songs that I'll feel good about instead of drowning in my own negativity.
 
BitterlyAlive_

BitterlyAlive_

-
Dec 8, 2020
2,062
Cat Relaxing GIF by The Dodo

I wanna pet a cat like this rn :love:
 
Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
Sep 3, 2018
1,463
Fuck shitposters who ruin threads. Can never have a serious topic going on here. How bout this y’all make your own fucking threads huh and if not I’ll shitpost your shitty threads cause why the fuck not. So BaSeD ///////
 
motyxia

motyxia

less than him
Oct 14, 2021
168
2 family members I don't like that much are here now, visiting for a few days. It makes me not want to leave my room even more. I don't want them to look at me & I don't want to hear them because it hurts my ears (not a mean thing, I have problems with senses). I'm stressed but I'll try my best to not break down.
 
Elusive Phantom

Elusive Phantom

There's glass in my oatmeal
Oct 29, 2021
90
SHIT, BLOOD, AND CUM ON MY HANDS!!!
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,185
It's a fucked day like any other,
I don't care, I'm as cold as the pint
Nothing works, but life is good
I stay and drink, it hurts me right in my ...
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Real Monster
Sep 26, 2021
1,185
To my SS crush: only love and remember that you deserve the best, I fookin love you I can't even describe in words <3.
 

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