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ctkmtt

ctkmtt

living the dream
Aug 8, 2018
39
Hi all,
I'm about to overdose and hoping it'll either kill me or leave me really fucked up. But the problem is I'm really scared. Anyone want to chat or talk about random things to calm me down? I know it's a bit weird to be reaching out like this, and I'm not asking for words of encouragement or discouragement, I just don't want to feel alone...
 
naia_

naia_

-
Oct 11, 2018
132
Hi all,
I'm about to overdose and hoping it'll either kill me or leave me really fucked up. But the problem is I'm really scared. Anyone want to chat or talk about random things to calm me down? I know it's a bit weird to be reaching out like this, and I'm not asking for words of encouragement or discouragement, I just don't want to feel alone...
ctkmtt - the shoutbox chat here *can* be quite comforting <3
 
Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,492
Understand your fear. It is your physiology challenging you.

If you fear dying alone, you're not ready.
I wonder if that is true, a few years ago I was going to go with a partner but I was pretty darn ready...attempt was interrupted though. Turned out really bad, felt ready for the very most part.
Peace ctkmtt <3
 
S

Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,136
Hi all,
I'm about to overdose and hoping it'll either kill me or leave me really fucked up. But the problem is I'm really scared. Anyone want to chat or talk about random things to calm me down? I know it's a bit weird to be reaching out like this, and I'm not asking for words of encouragement or discouragement, I just don't want to feel alone...

It's really late here, and I have to sleep, otherwise I'd be happy to help. Not sure how helpful I can be, though. I'm quite bad socially.

However, allow me to advise you against ODing right now. It looks like you've made a hasty decision, and do you really want to wake up all fucked up? Or in a psych ward? ODs are notoriously unreliable.

Do your research, and act when you have a clearer mind. This won't be your last chance to ctb.