- Jul 26, 2018
There have been a few times when I’ve planned to get a gun but then have second thoughts. I’m conflicted. There’s a part of me that’s hopeless and another part of me that feels like my life is coming together. I don’t want to buy a gun yet because they’re super expensive and I don’t even have that much money in the first place. What I might end up doing is getting a rope and then if the time comes I might hang myself. I’m worried about spending all this money and then never using it. Since I’m still uncertain it’s probably best to wait.