- Oct 16, 2018
Feel like a bad person for posting this, but I'm just not up to life. I can't make myself do anything I don't want to. It's too much hassle. I don't even feel overwhelming sadness about it or anything. It seems like the only logical choice for me. I find being consistent in a job or school impossible, therefore I feel like the only other option is suicide. Whenever I espouse viewpoints like this I receive judgement and get told to just make myself work harder. If I have to do that I think I'd just rather commit suicide. The dread of having to do things wins.