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That is really awful. Police truly is completely useless. I wish I could help you somehow, even if I had to kill the sorry excuse of a human that is doing that to you. There is no worse crime than sexual abuse in this world.
God that’s terrible I hope u can get away from there somehow. This happened to me at 10 as well. My mother’s husband at the time. I sure hope u can find a way out of that home. Your family is just as evil for not protecting u and listening to u.
I’m over the sexual abuse at age 10 now but it really screwed up my early years. I had PTSD in public school and developed all sorts of issues. I became promiscuous as a teen. This also has to do with growing up without a father. I ended up having multiple abortions in my 20’s because of the promiscuity and never being in a commitment with a reliable stable partner. I was afraid of men in a way, especially with close intimacy but not sex. I confused sex with love. It ruined my life, but some kids have more support and resilience. Not everybody who is sexually abused ends up as bad off as I did depending on what other protective factors u had in your early years.
I was sexually abused by my older brother starting from the age of only 4 til around 12 did it finally stop. no one believed me and I didn't know how to get help. I'm so sorry this world is such a miserable and vile place to live.