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A (probably bad) translation of my favourite poem I wrote:

Lead wings over the sky's roof
Tell me the hour is near;
A shy veil falls over the eyes,
Over frost-encrusted eyelids.
It's the daylight hour in her evening dress
Made of shadows and stars;
It's the deep seated coma that follows death,
Drowing out their lights.
In the hour when the world bends to Rest
And waits for the approaching night,
A cold cloak grabs at my limbs
And fills my veins with ice.
The trees tremble under the rain
Falling soft and silent;
A far away balcony paints itself in black:
A darker and darker island.
Oh lying lights along the streets,
Windows on different worlds!
I look at you and wonder, how can I come
Back from these desolate places?


It's about the deep sadness that comes over me at twilight, when my problems always tend to seem worse and I feel like I've never been more alone. I wrote it in the style of my favourite poet, Giovanni Pascoli.
 
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When i was serious about 3D modelling, i made this for an art contest. It came in second. I've never made anything like this since and genuinely I want to do more.
 

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GenesAndEnvironment

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Toptock said:
When i was serious about 3D modelling, i made this for an art contest. It came in second. I've never made anything like this since and genuinely I want to do more.
Very nice, I'd like to see some more. :love:
 
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stygal said:
I love the palm tree one!
I’ve sadly never been anywhere where palm trees grow naturally, you’re really lucky to have such beautiful nature around you.
Thank you for your kind compliments!

It's on this island that I originally planned to CTB, but I've since changed my mind as there's always plenty of people, making it impossible to find a quiet place.

Now the beach has been divided into segments, and barriers have been put up to regulate the flow of visitors. It's an eyesore, really.
 
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A poem - Do You Know Her?


Do you know her? Do you know what makes her smile and laugh and cry?
She loves animals, especially cats to cross her path.
Do you really know her? Do you know her interests and hobbies and loves?
She Loves nature, and butterflies. Hiking and drawing. Quality Time is her weakness
Do you know what she likes and dislikes?
She really doesn't like Rap. Degradation and the obscene in the offensive manner
Do you know her? Do you know what hurts her and how to make her feel better after a bad day?
It hurts when she's reminded of her bodily flaws. She feels better with cuddles and pets

Did you know her? Did you notice her smile never reached her eyes or the silent tears she released at night?
She hated bothering people, so She kept silent. She seemed to have it all together
Did you really know her? Did you realize she never could argue back with someone, even in a joking manner? Did you notice how they treated her?
She'd smile and agree, she didn't seem to be bothered by it.
Did you notice the long sleeves, even during warm weather?
She never could roll her sleeves up, she seemed to always divert attention from it
Did you notice how she stared off into the distance with a haunting smile?
She said she was thinking about the trees, instead of how bad she felt.

Did you know her? - They asked at her grave
 
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Ghostly said:


a song cover i did
You're so adorable! if you do another, definitely become engulfed in the music. I see the shy and I loves it! Let the heart go! .... if you do it I'll do itttt.... is that weird... that's not weird... yes it is...
 
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ixkitty said:
You're so adorable! if you do another, definitely become engulfed in the music. I see the shy and I loves it! Let the heart go! .... if you do it I'll do itttt.... is that weird... that's not weird... yes it is...
omg thank youuu i will defiantly take your advice :heart: :heart: :love:
 
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I used to like to draw but it's been a few months and I don't get anything out of it anymore. Ah well. It was fun while it lasted.
 

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140 bpm

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sacrificial lamb said:
wish i could make art again
WOW! That's amazing! is it hand paintings or graphics?
 
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Here's a Short story I did and published in a publishing site.

During the early outbreaks of COVID-19, a man who suffers from depression dies is forced to deliver a note/message to his friends fiancé after his former freind dies of COVID-19, journeying across Orlando in order to get there, while at the same time discovering things about himself.

21 pages in total.

Here's the PDF. https://www.booksie.com/pdf-647242-Chasing+Ashes
 
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I did some portraits for my characters before I go :)
 

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