Jag förstår inte :s
- Jul 9, 2022
I think I understand you. I do something similar, whereby I’m not consciously punishing myself by not eating, but the constant anxiety and weight of depressive thought completely drain me of energy so I might be starving, but I still don’t eat because I’m so exhausted.I dont wanna ruin this thread, but when I'm depressed (which is always now) I just punish myself by not eating at all, like I wanna eat these delicious things, but my mind tells me not too.
Is that strange?
My first depression meal is a 4 pack of KitKat.
The next one is a big juicy salmon fillet at my favourite restaurant (occasionally) as a treat for managing to do something productive.