Waiting for the bus...
- May 20, 2018
I've been miserable for 15 years and nothing seems to make any difference. I'm not really capable of doing much, but there are still meds I haven't tried. I've only tried SSRIs which I did not like, and benzos, which I do like but use sparingly. My therapist, who I like, referred me to a psychiatrist, and I'm finally considering it. Since I am unlikely to ctb any time soon, maybe there's something that could make it a little easier to be alive. I am under no illusion that there will be any magic cure.
- could alleviate suffering
- could give me more energy, open up opportunities
- exhausting all options
- unpleasant trial and error process if the first thing doesn't work
- potential side FX
- potential withdrawal FX
- $$ (though worth it if it helps)