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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
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Just writing whatever is in my head atm about what i mentioned. Im tipsy so expect a lot of typos.

We are in 2021 yet there are still idiots who think that humans are inherently good. that they are trustworthy. oh, really? If it's like that then explain why do you, and we, lock our doors, why we have to hide our posessions and money very well, why do we need passwords and PIN codes for every thing ever, sites, apps, banking, locking our phones etc. why do women look over their shoulder when on the streets and why we never share that much stuff with others? Because people are fucking good-hearted and innocent, right?

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Do the pro-lifers realize that we all die at one point? Whether it is now by our own hands or whenever would be our time in the future it's the same fucking thing. Except, that there's an advantage in the first scenario, you cut out all the further suffering. Idk what they even are on about, we all end in the same place whether we want or not.

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Isn't it ironic how most people say life is beautiful but they LOVE sleeping and would do anything to sleep more and more? Sleep means no awareness of the reality we live in and it's like a preview of death. I think I'm onto something here ;).

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Two people had sex in 2000 and now I have to do boring stuff like cleaning the toilet, pay bills, go shopping, suffer heartbreak over heartbreak, be in pain constantly, deal with the monster inside me, maintain a body I didn't ask for and that I absolutely hate, study/work/be productive etc. This is what they call the gift of life. Strange to think that such a thing could be a gift.

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Humans never cease to amaze me. Look at all the torture methods we have made, look at all the psychological tactics we made to hurt others, at all the weapons, all the computer viruses we created. All the areas in life are exploited in such way to hurt one another. As a species, we feed off the suffering and pain we cause to each other.

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If life's amazing why do we need to take so many pills and constantly distract ourselves?

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It's not death that is a tragedy, but being born. Being born is a cosmical catastrohpe, the worts accident that could ever happeb. Not being born is the best scenario that can be, but unfortunately we have no control over it.

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I'm a horrible person and it is a huge reason of why I will never procreate and bring more of me into this world. I'm absolute chaos.
 
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LeavingForever

LeavingForever

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Sep 24, 2020
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There is so much wrong with this world. Life itself is the cause of all suffering and it is completely unnecessary, it is a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it. I also wish I was never born. I see it as being unfair that we have to deal with all the horrors of this life just because people decided to selfishly procreate. Thanks for sharing your thoughts.
 
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TheBestUsernameEver

Member
Dec 26, 2021
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To be fair I don't think that life itself is the cause of suffering. It feels more accurate to suggest that society's priorities cause suffering, specifically money.
If money were no issue, everybody would be able to eat, have access to healthcare, no homeless, and so on.
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
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To be fair I don't think that life itself is the cause of suffering. It feels more accurate to suggest that society's priorities cause suffering, specifically money.
If money were no issue, everybody would be able to eat, have access to healthcare, no homeless, and so on.
even if the world was an utopia with alll needs satisfied and the likes, feelings like boredom would rule which would cause insanity. We are never satisfied in the true sense. We want more and more. Life is a negative too. Think of the asymmetry of good and bad for example.
 
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AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
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I'd love to hear more thoughts regarding this.
 
lostautist

lostautist

wandering
Jan 12, 2022
139
I think you've fairly well pointed out that most people suck. Most of the people who care are few and far between or are just not able to make a difference. You just need to see how mental health issues and homelessness are treated in society to see that we really haven't advanced as a society as much as we would like to believe.
 
AverageFanEnjoyer

AverageFanEnjoyer

The Hated One
Sep 26, 2021
1,939
You just need to see how mental health issues and homelessness are treated in society to see that we really haven't advanced as a society as much as we would like to believe.
this instantlyremined me of the 3 guys 1 hammer video. it's outrageouis how homeless people are treated overall. this alone makes me feel overly ashamed that im a fuking human. we are advanced my ass. we are still in the dark ages, at least socially.
 
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