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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

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Sep 2, 2018
754
Several things.. I have elderly parents that are dependent upon me.. I still have at least some quality of life.. also and most importantly I have not fully self-actualized reached full enlightenment Buddha nature.. Christ Consciousness.. When I leave this plane of existence I want the option of coming back instead of feeling any pull of my soul to return and IF i return I want it to be as pure unselfish unconditional love a Bodhisattva
 
Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Super duper enlightened
Sep 9, 2018
1,697
Personal relationships I suppose. I'm close with my family and I know it would kill them. My fiancee is very attached to me. I love her to death but it breaks my heart the degree to which she leans on me because I so often just feel like escaping everything.