tiny planet explorer
- Dec 10, 2021
Three days ago I bought myself a mouse. It was something I had been thinking about doing for a while but I wasn't sure I should go through with it as I had been told not to by my flatmates. Last night, I had yet another suicidal breakdown at around 1am and since she's nocturnal, the mouse was awake. I calmed down and went to let her run around on my shoulders for a bit. She is just a baby. I still don't know whether I want to stay or go, but little things like her make me feel safe and happy. She doesn't feel important enough to be something to live for but don't let her know that, but she is significant enough to make me feel like I have a purpose for the time being. I don't really know what I am doing with my life, and/or if I even want it right now so I am just trying to get by until I make a decision. She makes getting by a little bit easier.