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onewayroad

onewayroad

“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
Oct 4, 2018
358
Please post the song and lyrics that you most relate to about suicide.

For me, it's The Downward Spiral by Nine Inch Nails.

He couldn't believe how easy it was
(he put the gun into his face)
Bang!
(so much blood for such a tiny little hole)
Problems do have solutions you know
A lifetime of fucking things up fixed
In one, determined, flash


 
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nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
401
There ain't nothing more to say to me
I'll write a letter to the family that I let down
Right now is a better time than ever to say
That I'm not the kid you thought you raised,

And oh, no - look at me go
I'm at the top of the staircase tightening the rope
Around the neck of the lier, the sinner, the theif
With one simple step I could end it for me oh no,

To whom it may concern,
I'm sorry
I never meant to hurt
Anyone but me
With all my bridges burned - it's lonely
I think it's time that I should leave, I think it's time that I should leave.

 
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zzz919

I'm Nobody
Sep 19, 2018
96
New blood joins this earth,
And quickly he's subdued.
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules.
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With time the child draws in.
This whipping boy done wrong.
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on he's known
A vow unto his own,
That never from this day
His will they'll take away.
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What I've felt,
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown.
Never be.
Never see.
Won't see what might have been.
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What I've felt,
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown.
Never free.
Never me.
So I dub thee Unforgiven.
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They dedicate their lives
To running all of his.
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is.
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Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly.
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares.
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The old man then prepares
To Die regretfully
That old man here is Me.
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What I've felt,
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown.
Never be.
Never see.
Won't see what might have been.
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What I've felt,
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown.
Never free.
Never me.
So I dub thee Unforgiven.
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
292
July's light goes out over the shores and, pensive, I let my thoughts get lost into the blazing horizon

The murmur of the waves pacifies me, I make the most of this precious moment, inviting the warm seaside breeze to revive my languid senses

Haunted by the illusion of happier days, I'm waiting for the echoes of night to arise over the sea

My thoughts drown on the horizon.
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Hours fly by, the sea sighs under faraway stars dropped as a trembling pinch of gold on the swell

It begins its hypnotic dance, in which my discoloured gaze is engrossed

Just as an airborne soul, I would like to disappear without fear under the waves, to hear their bewitched lament spring forth from the depths

They'd call me from their kingdom of pearls and sharp marine scales to take me away from my kind, from a world which is foreign to me

Holding their hand, slowly, I would like to sink into black waters welcoming me in silence

To bid farewell to the glimmers of the morning, to let the cold currents purify my thoughts, petrify my flesh, so I can find sleep at the very bottom of the ocean.

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the wonderful french original: http://www.metalstorm.net/bands/lyrics.php?album_id=37632


 
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Alchemist

Alchemist

Warlock
Apr 3, 2019
709
I kinda dislike the pro-life approach, but still fits the topic.

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little fuck
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
I tried it once before and I think I might have messed up
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
But maybe I'm alive because I didn't really wanna die
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
And I should have told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
I tried it once again and I think I might black out
I should have left a letter but I had nothing to write about
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked
Take the blade away from me
I am a freak, I am afraid that
All the blood escaping me won't end the pain
And I'll be haunting all the lives that cared for me
I died to be the white ghost
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
I couldn't tell my mother 'mom, I love you', I'm a bad son
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one

 
JadedGray

JadedGray

Life Eternal
Jul 24, 2018
991



Fade to Black by Metallica

Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further, every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly loss, this can't be real
I cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness, taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me
Can save myself
But it's too late
Now I can't think
Think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though
It never existed
Death greets me warm
Now I will just say goodbye
Bye...
 
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