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skyofAuroras

skyofAuroras

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Apr 10, 2018
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Yesterday, I got out of the psych ward after being there for five days, and it's given me a lot to think about. During my time there, I realized that I can't keep living like this. Living in this in between of life and death. I need to make a big decision. Either give it my all to live, or give it my all to die. Unfortunately I have yet to make a final decision. I'm lost and confused as to what I should do. I dont know what I want anymore, or if I really want anything at all. I'm going to take a break from this site to try to decide what to do. Maybe I'll come back maybe I won't. In case I don't I want to wish you all the best of luck in whatever you decide to do. I hope whatever decision I make ends well for me.