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disabledlife

Student
Jun 5, 2020
140
I'm tired of being born with so many disabilities that accumulate and destroy my life. "Thank you" selfish parents and countries that defend the universal right to procreate but banned from CTB. Having Asperger's syndrome makes your life hell!

My life, my health, my handicaps, the financial burden due to my health... has prevented me from continuing my studies, having university degrees, a place in society, while I am high IQ, in this case there I would have preferred to be stupid! I am an isolated handicapped, very intelligent, by my IQ, to realize my shitty life!

There are people who were born and live with only one handicap, such as short stature, a small genetic disease, having glasses, being bald, being ugly, being color blind...

There are other people who are born with the accumulation of all these little problems.

The others, the shrinks say that you only have small handicaps, without taking into account the accumulation of small handicaps and also the additional cumulative mental load of this cumulative burden! They voluntarily forget that these people do not necessarily have the means to bear these cumulative additional financial burdens, especially if they do not have the capacity to work if their health does not allow them.

The health and the handicaps which forced you to give up studies and therefore your beautiful career if you had the intelligence to have high studies, the absolute frustration!

We tell them, these handicapped people, that they live on the hook of society, that they cost others dearly, that they only have problems, we reject them, because they complain all the time. But how can you not complain when your glasses break, a tooth falls out, you worry that you are losing hair, that you are ugly, small, ... when you constantly see the others have a good life, are tall, handsome, have a family, healthy children, have a very good job, are well ranked and appreciated by society, can take vacations without illness... How can you not not complain when you compare your life with those of others.

Do not forget that disabled people represent only 10% of the whole world, on the whole Earth, according to the United Nations.

If you complain too much, you live with a disabled subsidy (if you're lucky to have one, there are others who have no income, are on the street...) you get rejected by others, especially if they are gifted, from what I have seen in my shitty high IQ association, they are all successful and say they have problems in their lives, but a good life nonetheless , since they show it on Facebook for example!

Having Asperger's syndrome makes your life hell!

They obviously have a lot less problems than me, no handicaps, no illnesses... I have already created other topics about my high IQ association and their meanness that they did to me because of that I complained too much. I'm told keep your problems to yourself and be positive, otherwise we'll reject you and be mean to you!

As an Asperger, I never understood how to behave around others, especially since my parents isolated me and never treated me, they hated doctors and stole allowances for their own purchases!

As an Asperger, I was never understood by others, I had misunderstandings, I was taken for a wrong villain, a wrong thug, while the others threw their faults on me!

If you live, you are told that you are too much on earth, that you do not deserve to be born, and excuse your parents for having created you, they say that it is not their fault, but that everything is your fault! They tell you that you owe everything to your parents for giving birth!!!!

If you want BTC, ask for euthanasia... you are called a coward, that you deserve hell, that you are mentally ill...

So you say to yourself that it would have taken a license to procreate, eugenics, so that there would no longer be anyone born with disabilities, ugly, small, baldness, glasses, rotten teeth, ugly feet, diseases genetic, colorblind,...so that these people never have to) endure the life you did again, and to punish selfish parents. Even there, they call you a Nazi, that eugenics is a crime...

I have even been told that you are hurting the handicapped by thinking about eugenics or the license to procreate, when you think you are doing the right thing, that is to say preventing all future births and lives from suffering their lives, the social rejection...

We tell you that because there are people with disabilities, ugly, color blind, small... who are well surrounded by their families, loved, integrated into society that everyone must love their disabilities, ugly, small... . and in turn make children with the same "faults".

What will the child say when he finds out that his parents created him selfishly when they voluntarily knew that the child was going to be handicapped?

We talk about the right to procreate, but this right does not really exist, if you are ugly, disabled, small, poor, without a professional career, without diplomas,..., you will never find love or start a family. ! The others prefer handsome, tall, qualified people... so you would never have the possibility of procreating. Whereas if you were well born, you would have a much better chance of finding love then of procreating! Otherwise as much to say that it is necessary to legalize the rape, in the name of the right to procreate, it is nonsense!

In short, in this society, if you have the bad luck to be born badly, with handicaps, ugly, small..., according to others, according to the shitty society, you have to suffer your life (the sacrosanct life , this gift from your sacrosanct parents), don't complain, above all don't want to die, they say you were lucky to have this ordeal to undergo, according to some imaginary being (God) , without evidence of paradise after! Anyway, it may be hell or reincarnation or nothingness that awaits us after death, anyway we will die one day or another!

No one will be able to prevent anyone who is too fed up with their life from wanting to die, CTB... even if we try to shut down this forum.

Shame on selfish parents, shame on pro-lifers... you are demons. I'm sure hell exists, and it's here in life! On the other hand, I never had proof of the existence of paradise, no one came back from the dead to tell it or give proof!

What is the meaning of life? Why were we born? And especially why all lives are unequal between them? Why do some have to go through so many problems they never chose or asked for in their lives?
 
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disabledlife

Student
Jun 5, 2020
140
From now on, I am alone, I am afraid of others, only people in this forum still listen to me, obviously, they are in the same situation as me or another unbearable situation. You have to come to a forum like this to still be listened to, reassured, because people who have a normal life don't want people who have problems, and will never assume that they have endorsed a society that has favored selfish parents.

Rather than accepting having pushed people who are at the end of their lives to CTB, they prefer to do everything to ban them from CTB, give them sermons, to pass themselves off as heroes who saved their lives, damn holy life!

In the end, pro-lifers are cowards, it's like influencers who film themselves to give money to charity or to the poor, to give themselves a good narcissistic image of themselves! Sad world!

There are still some people who are really nice, intelligent by will to think (regardless of IQ), who try to help without being seen as heroes... but in this society which is more and more going towards the movie "Idiocracy", there are fewer and fewer nice, honest, thoughtful people, without a narcissistic personality....
 
Ellipsis

Ellipsis

Member
Nov 16, 2022
30
I'm sorry for all your suffering. I note an interesting thing in your text concerning the birth rate.

Society is generally against eugenics, because from a medical point of view, it is important to have a great diversity of DNA, of genetic characteristics to promote the survival of the species survives. So it's still and always a pro-life idea... It's an infernal circle because anyway we're all going to die, and it's possible that humanity will disappear. I believe that the pro-life way of thinking is deeply ingrained in society or in human beings, it's completely crazy.

I think most people have children to fill a void, it's the only thing they can afford. Most of us are not rich, we have to be content with trying to get a job/education despite our problems and our constant craving for CTB. Or maybe it's for their ego, to convey their embarrassment, the fear of dying alone and all those reasons. Once again, turned towards the continuity of human life at all costs, even outside of all reason.

Good luck to you.
 
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tenebrousTruant

Member
Nov 18, 2022
5
I'm sorry for your suffering. I feel this post very deeply, and I'm relieved to hear someone talk about it. Although I come from the perspective of someone without aspergers like yourself, I come from a slough of other handicaps and mental illnesses. Schizophrenia, depression, celiac disease, and severe anxiety from my mother's side, plus alcoholism and way too much shit from my father's to even quantify here. This, combined with being a generally ugly person (very short for my age, plus a baby face, so I'm pretty much never taken seriously as an adult) has made for a cumulatively terrible existence. I wish every single day that my parents had considered the possible suffering that'd result from their combined genes before procreating.

Who should and shouldn't procreate is a very taboo subject to broach for a lot of legitimate reasons. But because of the taboo factor, it's rare to see honest accounts like your own regarding the subject, so I thank you for having the bravery to talk about it. Personally, I don't think anyone should be forced to not procreate (or vice-versa). But I really, REALLY wish there was more serious discussion and awareness around it, so that more people may make a more educated and empathetic decision before choosing to have children. I often feel like I'm absolutely surrounded with pro-birth culture, with no regard for the inevitable suffering of the resulting offspring.

In a perfect world, people with mental illness, disablities, or any other kind of isolating conditions would be treated with respect and kindness, and would be able to live out a generally peaceful and fulfilling life. However, this is not the world we live in. Anyone who immediately assumes that their disabled/physically ill/metally ill offspring would automatically live an alright existence simply because they're 'accepting parents' is living in a delusion. Having parents who love you no matter what works wonders, absolutely. However, there are simply too many factors out of their control.

Thanks again for sharing your thoughts, feelings, and experiences.
 
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disabledlife

Student
Jun 5, 2020
140
I thank you for all the kindness that you bring me in this forum, it is the only place where I feel listened to and understood.

Just recently I saw a dyxlexic person being made fun of for his writing in a shitty high IQ association facebook group!

This shit association is known in the world and yet it is accessible only with an IQ above 130, and yet I have the impression of dealing with school harassment!

The president of the association (for my country) is obviously an accomplice of the harassers! There will inevitably be people who will commit suicide because of the behavior of certain members of this association! I wonder if this has ever been the case and that these cases have been hidden! Complaining in this association only makes things worse.

For this association, either you're lucky to have succeeded in your life, in good health, without disabilities..., or you're a shit, and a pain in the ass to be rejected if you complain about your life or some bad people in this association! It's like a corrupt country where the police and politicians protect gangs, for example.

When you are different, inferior, the members who believe themselves superior, have the good life, are great... try (with more or less success) to steal your friends, your community, ..., to keep them with them and turn everyone against you! They do parties, outings, invitations to events,... without you!

It's like at school, just before the child finally commits suicide, no longer able to bear his life as a victim, rejected and mocked by others, just for having had the misfortune to be different, and worse, s he complains about his life, if the pain is too strong.

Since the filth they did to me a month ago, I have distanced myself from this association, and I try to play dead by no longer interacting. I'm even angrier about my life since then and the forced toxic positivity that has to be had in this association, which rejects negative people. "Your shitty life, you keep it, it's not our problem!" they say.

But I continue to observe the others, possibly to detect other victims, and I always note this behavior of playground. I observe people if they haven't blocked me on social networks, otherwise it's impossible, to finally find that they are mean to people weaker than them.

If they can't attack you, they block you, they ghost you. Blockades work very well between members of this association.
 
Darkover

Darkover

Enlightened
Jul 29, 2021
1,202
no body should be allowed to bread unless both have a job that would cut the birth rate in half what the goverment has here is a baby making machine to bring in more taxes they've gone for quantity over quality, they should just stop all benefits for the disabled sick and children no more getting pregnant just to get a free house and money
nobody should be allowed to breed in a hellhole in the first place it's such a fucked up world and the universe is vast pile of shit
 
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FuneralCry

She dreams of eternal sleep
Sep 24, 2020
16,696
Bringing life into this world is certainly a selfish and tragic thing especially when it’s basically guaranteed that the person will have to endure a life filled with endless torment and suffering. It’s like people are punished because of others decisions to procreate, when suicide is this difficult existence is certainly prison like. If people are going to be forced to exist then they should at least make suicide straightforward and allow them a peaceful right to die. But in my opinion nobody should procreate as there’s simply no need for life to even be a thing in the first place. Creating life is just creating unnecessary pain and problems that would had been prevented if we never existed at all.
 
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