I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
I went into the dollar general across the street and I got that sinking feeling while I was inside. Where you look at all the stuff and it makes you cry almost. Not just the stuff but the people inside too. You might notice someone who looks happy and healthy and you’re slightly envious that you’re in such a terrible place. You see things that remind u of everything you don’t have. Most of it u really don’t need but some of it reminds me I don’t even have the basics like decent cookware. Can’t even cook but if I had kids or family, I might have tried to learn. My mom was a really amazing cook but very mean so I never hung around to learn. I feel like I lack basic life skills at 41. I’m sure I’m not alone but it is embarrassing. Sorry if I sound whiny and pathetic today.