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To match the colors

To match the colors

To have control is to be free.
Sep 19, 2018
40
i know i sound really whiny but im just becoming more and more bitter and numb to life nowadays(still too much of a pussy to go trough with Suicide) and looking at the world around me does nothing but further my lows.
no help is that i ve been having an strange fixation in dating and its shallowness in current times, and also cheating and morality issues(no doubt accentuated by my father being revealed as a cheating piece of scum a few months ago, something that striked me deeply)....its just all so .....horrible....the day in which i have the balls to go trough with it iis coming ever so close.
God im such a piece of trash.
 
worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
2,823
I don’t see it as complaining at all. I see it as telling the truth. Life is brutal, tragic, and short. Not worth it and never was. Yet people pretend as if this torture device called Earth is a positive. If you love nature than you gotta love torture because that’s what nature produces.