Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
That it continued by means of new abusers who would enter your life afterward? Not necessarily the same kind of abuse

I feel that way. I also feel that since the brain is like a computer and that the first 6 yrs of life define us that I’m stuck in abuse mode forever.
 
NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

Dinosaur
Jun 17, 2018
1,527
Yes I was never able to overcome my trauma. I still think that everyone in society hates me no matter what and I have a low self esteem (thanks mom and bullies). I know, my thoughts are irrational (Are they? Maybe some people really do hate me) but there's nothing that I can do about it. I'm jealous of those happy kids who were loved by their parents and appreciated in society.
 
mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Like what?
People harassing me, intimidating me, threatening to beat me up or kill me, asking me to borrow money with no intention of paying me back or people demanding that I give them rides with no intention of paying me for it. And then there's management who sit around all day thinking of ways to take money away from me and get me to do more and different work. I could probably go on for hours. Work for me has always been a battlefield where I am physically mentally, and emotionally tortured. It's like every where I go I have to deal with people who are the complete opposite of intelligent, educated, sophisticated, mature, hard working, and professional... In other words people who are total and complete fucking asshole morons !!!
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
People harassing me, intimidating me, threatening to beat me up or kill me, asking me to borrow money with no intention of paying me back or people demanding that I give them rides with no intention of paying me for it. And then there's management who sit around all day thinking of ways to take money away from me and get me to do more and different work. I could probably go on for hours. Work for me has always been a battlefield where I am physically mentally, and emotionally tortured. It's like every where I go I have to deal with people who are the complete opposite of intelligent, educated, sophisticated, mature, hard working, and professional... In other words people who are total and complete fucking asshole morons !!!
What kind of work do you do?
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
I heard a term recently.. ‘emotional incest’. Like when a parent overburdens a child with emotions and issues suited to an adult. When they try and get the child to take the role of partner.
 
Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
Stupid humans...

Yes, my parents and they deserve to be pierced by a spear and be set to the fire and burned alive for what they did.
 
mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
Yeah, I had a feeling with the people you described.
At my last job I had to supervise convicted violent offenders, gang bangers, drug dealers, drug addicts, and other people that were impossible to train and or supervise. I felt like I was in a prison run by the inmates.
 
Volatile

Volatile

God
Jun 18, 2018
1,286
At my last job I had to supervise convicted violent offenders, gang bangers, drug dealers, drug addicts, and other people that were impossible to train and or supervise. I felt like I was in a prison run by the inmates.
Tell about a particular day that stands out to you