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readysteady

Student
Sep 26, 2021
182
I have it and propanolol, but no meto yet.

I want N—the crypto nightmare is my hurdle there.

Ideally, if I could get it right, I’d want CO. It just seems less premeditated even though more work goes into it. Getting coals fired up and placing the smoldering ashes in an enclosed space while I drink and pop some benzos seems easier than the meto prep and fasting and drinking poison. The margin of error is higher though.

I wish I didn’t have to do this alone. That’s the worst of this all.
 
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pajoe1976

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
113
I have it and propanolol, but no meto yet.

I want N—the crypto nightmare is my hurdle there.

Ideally, if I could get it right, I’d want CO. It just seems less premeditated even though more work goes into it. Getting coals fired up and placing the smoldering ashes in an enclosed space while I drink and pop some benzos seems easier than the meto prep and fasting and drinking poison. The margin of error is higher though.

I wish I didn’t have to do this alone. That’s the worst of this all.
It definitely sucks being alone when it happens. That’s what I’m going to hate. No one to talk to as it is happening.
 
Death is your gift

Death is your gift

Member
Oct 7, 2021
33
Pretty much satisfied, yes.

It is not perfect, the taste seems to be ugly (salty) but my worrying is more about the burning feeling in the throat. And the vomiting risk of course.

But, as this society do not provide better painless solution to end our life, well it should be better than hanging, jumping from a bridge or to a train and other 'efficient' methods
 
deathbyginger

deathbyginger

Student
Oct 24, 2019
112
More than satisfied, relieved actually.
Sure, I'd rather OD on N or opiates and just end having a peaceful "sleep", but I have less hope in such. N for one, I'd be doubtful of receiving the drug itself based on my location and opiates would more than likely just lead to a coma.

I have great confidence in SN. I just have to swallow a substance and slowly make my descend while I lay listening to music. I plan to take SN in combination with some benzodiazepines to ease my anxiety/SI or perhaps even fall asleep before the SN makes me unconscious.

Nausea and vomiting isn't something I'm concerned about as other consumption methods like N would also endure these effects. The use of antiemetics can aid in this, but there is no guarantee. Look up clinical practice studies on Euthanasia and you'll find symptoms that are akin to those from reported using SN.
 
Phia2021

Phia2021

The sun was shining but I couldn't feel the warmth
Aug 15, 2021
203
It's a God-send. One spell of vomitting and a slight headache being the most discomfort I'll experience feels like a cheat code. Poison is the most passive/gentle way to commit suicide and SN being so cheap and accessible is perfect for someone like me who is squeamish.

Most of the symptoms we've all already experienced in life and then after that you just sit back and wait for 10 minutes as you slowly become weaker and leave your body.

I recently had a vomitting spell over two days whenever I ate and drank due to coming of anti-depressants suddenly so it's like God has been preparing me to do this. (I'm not religious but I may reference God as a way of saying fate or the universe).
 
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freelifexit

Member
Nov 7, 2021
61
I am not happy, as it seems to be a painful method, and it is not known what the consequences of a failed attempt might be. but I am planning to take a small dose to reduce the discomfort. since the lethal dose starts from 2 grams.

 
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