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JustJudah

JustJudah

Founder of mylife-mychoice.com
Oct 1, 2020
795
@bloomingdark Bloomi talks to me a lot, she is relapsing and is starting to hate the pro-life speeches of those around her
I lost all contact with Matt since FB banned me
 
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mixolydian

mixolydian

broken body, broken mind
Aug 2, 2020
425
Does anyone remember this particular user - I can't seem to remember her username, but she would frequently come on here criticizing herself for not being employed, and often would talk about how she is sad she has never had a husband or gotten married - or something very similar to this effect. She would vent about feeling like a "loser" and like she hadn't accomplished much. She would post rather frequently too. She was on the younger side, probably in her 20s. Does anyone recognize who I'm talking about? I can't remember her name for the life of me.
 
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chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Arcanist
Jul 11, 2021
404
Does anyone remember this particular user - I can't seem to remember her username, but she would frequently come on here criticizing herself for not being employed, and often would talk about how she is sad she has never had a husband or gotten married - or something very similar to this effect. She would vent about feeling like a "loser" and like she hadn't accomplished much. She would post rather frequently too. She was on the younger side, probably in her 20s. Does anyone recognize who I'm talking about? I can't remember her name for the life of me.
@FireFox? She has been away for quite some time, but I believe it's a good thing. Maybe her life has improved. I really hope so.
 
mixolydian

mixolydian

broken body, broken mind
Aug 2, 2020
425
@FireFox? She has been away for quite some time, but I believe it's a good thing. Maybe her life has improved. I really hope so.
Bingo. Yes, her. Agreed, I hope she's doing better these days. I always felt she had strong potential to recover. Of course, I'm probably ignorant to the full details of her situation.
 
FireFox

FireFox

Wizard
Apr 8, 2020
673
Bingo. Yes, her. Agreed, I hope she's doing better these days. I always felt she had strong potential to recover. Of course, I'm probably ignorant to the full details of her situation.
"I always felt she had strong potential to recover." Thank you for believing me.

I have spent the past couple of months working and going out more to places. After I got double vaccinated I decided to do more activities. In lockdown I deeply regretted wasting my life. In lockdown I struggled to cope with the fact I was alive but someone more deserving of life died from covid19. I am physically healthy and I dont even deserve it.

In February 2022 because my job ends. I am now planning ahead before February arrives.

I am really trying to live and enjoy life but no one really showing me how so I am pretty much learning on my own.
I still purge regularly, laxative abuse and have the moments of wanting to die. Living in this world scares me.
 
chocolatebar

chocolatebar

Arcanist
Jul 11, 2021
404
"I always felt she had strong potential to recover." Thank you for believing me.

I have spent the past couple of months working and going out more to places. After I got double vaccinated I decided to do more activities. In lockdown I deeply regretted wasting my life. In lockdown I struggled to cope with the fact I was alive but someone more deserving of life died from covid19. I am physically healthy and I dont even deserve it.

In February 2022 because my job ends. I am now planning ahead before February arrives.

I am really trying to live and enjoy life but no one really showing me how so I am pretty much learning on my own.
I still purge regularly, laxative abuse and have the moments of wanting to die. Living in this world scares me.
This is so heartwarming to read. You're a really nice person and deserves to enjoy life as much as you can.

It's a pity your job is temporary. What are your plans in mind right now?

I'm also trying my best to live something, but it's really hard to learn everything on our own, especially in my case, because there are people holding me back at all costs :(

Mind if I ask you why you abuse laxatives?

Wish you the best. Love you :heart:
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,376
What's Underscore changed his name to?
Also what happened to puppy9?
 
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Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
407
Anybody know how @Wrennie 's going?
I noticed as well he had changed his profile and the ability to browse it. I expressed a bit of support when he was venting about stuff, and hadn't checked up for a bit.
I heard from him/her, dealing with lots of health issues right now. Sending all our support and best wishes
I'm aware of his health issues having read some of Wrennie's post and following him because of them. If you hear from him again, I didn't really speak to him often more than lurk his post but to provide him a little support of telling him another member thought of him would be nice of you. Thank you.
 
GentleSoul

GentleSoul

Here, but not 'there'...
Dec 14, 2021
437
I noticed as well he had changed his profile and the ability to browse it. I expressed a bit of support when he was venting about stuff, and hadn't checked up for a bit.

I'm aware of his health issues having read some of Wrennie's post and following him because of them. If you hear from him again, I didn't really speak to him often more than lurk his post but to provide him a little support of telling him another member thought of him would be nice of you. Thank you.
Same, to be honest. I saw @Wrennie posting a fair bit when I was lurking before I could register an account. But I didn't speak to him much other than posting on a thread before the posting kinda just stopped. I could tell he was dealing with a lot so when the posts stopped It had me hoping they were ok...

When I asked on here Wrennie messaged me shortly after just letting me know he's still around but been really, really sick... I definitely think you should message if you're thinking of him!

Edit: oh theyre profile is private, are you not able to start a chat?
 
Seiba

Seiba

Arcanist
Jun 13, 2021
407
Same, to be honest. I saw @Wrennie posting a fair bit when I was lurking before I could register an account. But I didn't speak to him much other than posting on a thread before the posting kinda just stopped. I could tell he was dealing with a lot so when the posts stopped It had me hoping they were ok...

When I asked on here Wrennie messaged me shortly after just letting me know he's still around but been really, really sick... I definitely think you should message if you're thinking of him!

Edit: oh theyre profile is private, are you not able to start a chat?
My only options are unfollow or ignore currently. Maybe he'll see it on his own like yours, or perhaps he simply has little interest in messaging someone he spoke to once or twice. I'll be sure to tell him if I get the chance.
 
Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

Falls in love
Nov 25, 2021
388
What happened to rationalis? Did they self-ban? I swear, I saw a thread by imjustherehi and I took a nap and they're gone now within an hour. Same for rationalis but I didn't notice threads, I was terribly busy though and not really checking the forum.

Last thread from imjustherehi that I saw https://sanctioned-suicide.org/threads/he-blocked-me.80937/

edit: I know what happened to both, going through my private chat right now. Looks like at least one self-banned.
edit2 in reply to Sherri: Yeah rationalis mentioned it to me 3 days ago.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
8,335
I miss wournoutlife I heard he’s doing well. But miss him, he was so sweet. Jumper geo always had a daily joke for me. We emailed each other for a while but he’s trying to rebuilt his life, he has somewhere To live, I’m so happy for him. All he wants is a job now. Underscore also greatly missed and sadword. A big hug to all wherever you are in the world.