- Jul 30, 2018
Anyone’s desire to ctb due to mental illness? I have severe OCD, the symptoms of which are fueled by the feasibility of my fears. I’m trying really, really hard to stay alive for my loved ones but my brain keeps tricking me into assuming the worst until I basically am unable to even get out of bed because of this “what’s the point when everything’s going to go to shit anyway” mentality. This literally feels like terminal illness and I just want to be born again in a different body or alternate universe, you know?