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Soon4me

Soon4me

Enlightened
Jun 15, 2018
1,591
So right now i have people visiting me phoning me.
Telling me i should go out more.
Telling me I need to get fresh air.
Asking when i will work again.
They mean well.
But right now i just want to be left alone.

Describe how i'm feeling right now through music.
LEAVE ME ALONE
Music : Angelic Upstarts - Leave Me Alone

Feelings change throughout the day so add a song as often or whenever you like.
Add your song.
 
deflagrat

deflagrat

¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
Apr 9, 2018
360
Usually I am curious about the afterlife and I end up making up my own stories gravitating around all the possiblities I can think of. It all revolves about how scared I will be to face a dystopia where I and others don't matter.

 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,304
When I'm stressed I get angry. (stressed and angry right now) When I get angry I can be a real fucking asshole who just doesn't give a fuck!!!


 
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Gray Wounds

Gray Wounds

A Phantasmagoria
Jun 27, 2018
518
Did you notice the name of my song after your song ?
:smiling:

haha! yeah. i did notice it but I failed to give that much attention to it. the intro of it is somehow, like those in hard metals.
 
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mattwitt

mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,304
This song is so me right now... physically and emotionally I feel fantastic at this very moment even though at the same time I'm thinking about my own soon departure from this life and world. And I'm calm and o.k. with it : )
 
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Vicepuma

Vicepuma

Doggo
Jul 16, 2018
56


This is not
What you wanted

Not
What you had in mind

Vacuous winter stare
Worn out version of yourself
To tough to fall
But not strong enough to turn