DontplayGod

DontplayGod

She/her
Feb 6, 2022
117
Smoked for the first time yesterday and holy shit weed in my personal experience is an absolute miracle. Normally my thoughts are a disorganized mess and I can't put anything together. But I've had my first normal thoughts last night, I had complete control over my thoughts and I felt relaxed. The fact that you can go to jail for this absolutely baffles me
 
NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

Member
Sep 26, 2021
88
Weed is definitely a coping tool I use daily. It helps a lot with physical discomfort and makes me more OK with being alive typically. I am definitely addicted to it but I feel like modern medicine has failed me so I will use it until I am not in as much physical and mental suffering.
 
Xion

Xion

Please free me from hell.
Jul 5, 2020
380
I wish I could try at least CBD but why does it have to be this expensive ? There's no way I could ever afford that... 😣
 
DontplayGod

DontplayGod

She/her
Feb 6, 2022
117
I wish I could try at least CBD but why does it have to be this expensive ? There's no way I could ever afford that... 😣
It is definitely expensive, I got totally ripped off, but it was mainly just to try it so It wasn't too big of a deal for me tbh I totally thought it would be a more trippy experience lol
 
DontplayGod

DontplayGod

She/her
Feb 6, 2022
117
It’s good for so many things including autism. Not saying you are - I think I might be. Anyway I love weed.
Definitely agree, definitely helped me with BPD and (C)PTSD
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,847
It’s good for so many things including autism. Not saying you are - I think I might be. Anyway I love weed.
I find that when I do get high, it increases my autism symptoms like stimming. I got high again last night and the entire time, I was stimming even more 😄 it also increased my other disorders symptoms, but my depression and ctb thoughts were basically non existent which is a win in my book
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

Enlightened
Feb 22, 2020
1,003
That has been my experience with it as well, except for the times when I used too much, because then it had the opposite affect lol. It's ridiculous that it's illegal in most places still, since it's much safer than all of the hard drugs people use nowadays.
 
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lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
122
Autist here, smoking weed is amazing for me. Decreases my annoyance with senses and I have virtually no social anxiety when talking to people I trust. Unfortunately because weed makes you look so obviously high because of the red eyes I still get anxious when talking to strangers, but not for anxiety reasons like it normally is, I just don't want to be caught high.
 
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710

Member
Dec 19, 2021
41
Cannabis definitely improves my outlook on life. I don't even use it everyday; I just use it a couple of times a week. However, even when I'm not under the influence of it, my mood is improved because I have something to look forward to.
 
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LittleJem

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2019
1,582
Autist here, smoking weed is amazing for me. Decreases my annoyance with senses and I have virtually no social anxiety when talking to people I trust. Unfortunately because weed makes you look so obviously high because of the red eyes I still get anxious when talking to strangers, but not for anxiety reasons like it normally is, I just don't want to be caught high.
I got drops for red eyes from chemist. I can’t tell you if they work or not (because I was probs too high to notice), but worth trying
 
lifecouldbedream

lifecouldbedream

Student
Oct 8, 2021
122
I got drops for red eyes from chemist. I can’t tell you if they work or not (because I was probs too high to notice), but worth trying
Eye drops definitely work, from experience. The problem is that I sound inebriated when I talk as well.