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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Joined
Jul 5, 2020
Messages
965
1. Shotgun to head, it's one of the most painless and safe way to ctb. Unfortunately shotguns aren't easy to obtain where I live.
2. SN, this substance makes ctb relatively safe and painless plus it's not hard to get where I live. However it requires some self-discipline and process of preparing is quite complicated.
3.Heroin overdose. It's supposed to be my dream suicide as it is practically painless. The main problem is the fact that enough pure heroin is extremely hard to obtain.
 
littlelungs

littlelungs

Experienced
Joined
Oct 21, 2018
Messages
201
1. Inert gas asphyxiation
2. SN
3. Partial suspension

I'd say alcohol and benzo overdose like someone already mentioned, but I've tried overdosing so many times and have never been able to pull it off. I just end up throwing up or in the hospital, which I really don't want to put myself through again.

N would also be my first choice if it weren't so difficult and risky to get... but above all, I just wish I could access medical aid in dying to ensure that my death is quick, reliable and peaceful. People who are suffering shouldn't have to resort to such grisly, risky and/or lonely methods. :(
 
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Belgian91

New Member
Joined
Jan 24, 2021
Messages
1
1) Jumping off a high crane. Flying through the air as a last moment seems nice.
2) Exactly like Kurt Cobain just for the hell of it.
3) SN but that's not easy obtainable here (neither is the thing for my previous point).
 
Searcher of Elysium

Searcher of Elysium

Longing for eternal sleep
Joined
Jun 12, 2021
Messages
59
1) SN
I'm lucky enough to live in a country where I can purchase SN without any consequences. It's fully legal here. Also it seems to be very cheap and arrive really fast, I've heard that some people have to wait 1 month+ to receive SN when they're ordering it from abroad cuz it's illegal to buy it in their homeland.
There are also detailed documentations about the process of CTB with it, as well as many tutorials about how to do it, what to do, what not. The only downside in my case is the fact you need additional drugs if you want it to be fully painless/not stressful due to some symptoms, and it seems that I will have to take it without any helpful medications. Still better than other choices from my point of view. Also it doesn't seem to be guaranteed to die using this method. I hope I will not panic at least and not call for help.


2) Firearm (preferably pistol/revolver)
That was the option that I favored above everything else due to how fast it is. However, considering the fact it's not that easy to get it (due to cost in my case), I was unable to purchase a firearm. Even while messy (tbh I don't mid that at all), I'd choose this method like 2 years ago before I heard about SN. If money wasn't a problem, I'd choose this method.
Other firearms are inaccessible for me.

3) Partial hanging
That was the method I wanted to use at first, but after hearing about SN and the fact it's legal to have certain firearms in my country when you're 18, I changed my mind to 2nd and later the 1st method.
 
Seiba

Seiba

Student
Joined
Jun 13, 2021
Messages
159
SN, shotgun, and hanging as a last resort.
Roadkill said:
A guillotine would be my first and only option... it's the only method that is always 100% successful and very fast
ruh roh if the wind blows really hard a tree might fall on the guillotine and then your method is now 99% instead of 100% looks like you might be stuck in this meat prison
 

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DaughterOfAthena

DaughterOfAthena

Member
Joined
May 30, 2021
Messages
22
1. SN
2. Hanging
3. Handgun

The third is the hardest for me to do. I am pretty sure any gun sale would be blocked by me because of my state. No criminal record just to be clear just mental health issues. If I was able to get the gun it would be my 1st option naturally. I would be so tempted to go to my ex's knock on his door and ask to give us another chance and if he refused I'd just end myself right there.
 
Largeletters

Largeletters

Alone
Joined
Jan 21, 2020
Messages
626
1. Hanging (full as I do not have a ligature long enough for partial)
2. Jumping
3. Slitting of the throat

These are the most likely. In a perfect world, it would be due to a gunshot or an overdose of some kind, but I don't have access to those materials.
 
devil

devil

Joined
Jun 22, 2019
Messages
418
overdose on drugs

partial hanging

jumping off Empire State Building in NYC (this one isn’t exactly possible but i wish it could be)
 
fatelovesyou

fatelovesyou

You're useless... less than useless. You're sick.
Joined
May 16, 2021
Messages
51
partial suspension, full suspension, jumping off a cliff. honorable mention: carbon monoxide!
 
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Celerity

Celerity

Enlightened
Joined
Jan 24, 2021
Messages
1,344
1. Firearm - intraoral 45 ACP.
2. Jump from a high point.
3. OD via N or SN, but I would need to do more research.

Honestly, I’m not really interested in anything other than firearm. I want no time to regret or back out, and I don’t want it to be public, which counts out a lot of good jumping spots that are reasonably accessible.
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Joined
Apr 19, 2018
Messages
1,232
1. Blood loss
2 Partial Hanging
3 . Cutting carotid artery
 
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Celerity

Celerity

Enlightened
Joined
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Messages
1,344
wanttodie said:
1. Blood loss
2 Partial Hanging
3 . Cutting carotid artery
Not to be a jerk, but isn’t 3 a subset of 1? Not to criticize, as I’m stuck on a method myself.
 
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Sans

Sans

The only winning move is not to play.
Joined
Oct 2, 2019
Messages
185
SN, hanging, shotgun to head, in no particular order. N would be up there too if it weren’t for it’s extreme difficulty to obtain and the fact that it is illegal.
 
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nobodyspecial

Member
Joined
Jul 10, 2021
Messages
42
1. Gun
2. Drowning
3. Bridge/Overpass

All three would be preceded by alcohol to hopefully lower the SI in me enough to carry them out.
 
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jnp279

Member
Joined
Jul 13, 2019
Messages
79
1) Gunshot - cant get one
2) N - risk of buying it.
3) Jumping - something partner related

I have SN so only option
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Let's roll
Joined
Aug 29, 2020
Messages
359
1. Full suspension hanging (possibly aided by sleeping pills and alcohol)
2. Inert Gas (with diving mask)
3. Gunshot (If I can somehow manage to get a firearm)
 
time4sleep

time4sleep

Member
Joined
Jul 18, 2021
Messages
72
1) Jumping. Probably from cliffs in the south coast of England
2) SN. A lot of unknowns about this and the resources all state very different things
3) Partial suspension. My least favourite.
 
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WrongPlaceWrongTime

Member
Joined
Jul 4, 2021
Messages
43
1. Partial suspension, since unconsciousness should occur within seconds if done correctly. Rope is easy enough to buy, but have to sneak it past family.
2. SN. Seems easy to obtain, but also have to sneak it past family.
3. Firearm. The shithole I have in requires a certain age to purchase a gun. I am not old enough, so this is my third option.