Seaghost

Seaghost

Experienced
Apr 14, 2019
226
I wanted to get hold by a person who don't exist. Someone like a mother but "higher".
And simultaneously I don't want to be touched by anyone.
(Feeling) people can be really scary.
This world is scary.
Hm the next step into another hole of depression?

uncertainty uncertainty uncertainty
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whiteflag

whiteflag

*gestures vaguely*
Jan 19, 2021
8
That I look at the future and its just blank. Nothing at all. Of course duh if I'm suicidal. But it's always been that way, when they ask you wanted you wanted to do after school and planning your life. I could never picture it.
I want to be stable for once, some days I want to improve. Others I want to dig into the darkest hole. Its truly a moment to moment seesaw between living and dying.
 
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outatime_85

Specialist
May 17, 2022
300
At this point in my life when I'm not really feeling or thinking the best things about myself and am in a really dark place, I still wonder what it would be like to have people who believe in me, who really want to see me succeed, who truly encourage me to go after what dreams I may still have and support me on the way.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Illuminated
Mar 23, 2018
3,974
Mentally exhausted... Crawling on empty. 💔⛽
Tired Good Night GIF by HBO Max
 
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JealousOfTheElderly

Member
Aug 28, 2020
87
In another thread, a user made a comment about how his IQ is average just like his penis.
I haven't had sex in so long. My partner doesn't satisfy me at all. Reading that turned me on... I feel human again. Wish I could test for myself whether the user is average sized or not. A girl has needs!
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Illuminated
Mar 23, 2018
3,974
In another thread, a user made a comment about how his IQ is average just like his penis.
I haven't had sex in so long. My partner doesn't satisfy me at all. Reading that turned me on... I feel human again. Wish I could test for myself whether the user is average sized or not. A girl has needs!
I suffer from average penis and below average intelligence.:wink::hihi:
 
WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Experienced
Jun 19, 2022
273
In another thread, a user made a comment about how his IQ is average just like his penis.
I haven't had sex in so long. My partner doesn't satisfy me at all. Reading that turned me on... I feel human again. Wish I could test for myself whether the user is average sized or not. A girl has needs!
Have you talked to your partner about this?
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Experienced
Jun 19, 2022
273
I doubt your IQ is low. People who are suicidal tend to have higher IQs. Lower IQs tend to correlate with those who are more complacent. Religion usually saves them from ctb-ing.
If that's the case then I envy those with lower IQs but I think I already have a low IQ so something is wrong :pfff:

as for what I'm feeling, I don't know... Confusion I guess.
I feel so rejected. I have only my family. No one chooses me if they have better options.
I totally know what you mean. In a way human beings are replacable. The only people they aren't replacable to is their family, maybe. It depends a lot on context.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Illuminated
Mar 23, 2018
3,974
I doubt your IQ is low. People who are suicidal tend to have higher IQs. Lower IQs tend to correlate with those who are more complacent. Religion usually saves them from ctb-ing.
If it isn't low it's still average. Not smart enough for any good job. I would still choose not to be alive.
It's to exhausting to be here. I'm bored with everything.
 
Deadhead Frank

Deadhead Frank

It’s Over!
Aug 29, 2019
1,177
Fuck Everything! That’s how I’m feeling again. There is no limit to the amount of suffering that can come in our lives. This is what I have learned. As soon as you think it can’t get any worse, sure enough it does. I can hardly type right now.

I’m glad that SS exists, is here and available to us. I’m also glad that Mr. Nitschke has decided to make it his life’s work to provide info for people to be able to obtain a peaceful or somewhat peaceful death at the time and place of there choosing. I do hope there will be easier methods that are legal to obtain in the future because it isn’t easy. Hopefully the sarco will become available worldwide to anyone! I would get in it right now if I had one.

I like to envision a world where there will be a peaceful pill sold cheaply in cvs/drug stores available to anyone.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Pathetic || Just keep going
Jul 1, 2020
4,942
PAIN!!!!! I stubbed my pinky toe now there's a blood blister about 3/4 the size of a dime and stings...

30mins later.....
STRESS!!!! SO MUCH FUCKING STRESS STUPID FACEBOOK.
i just got my laptop back from the shop so i opened it up to check things out and facebook its totally fucked. theres a group notif that i cant get rid of. im not even in any groups so i have no fucking idea what it thinks its on about but its high. i think its also drunk because the screen is expanded so the edges are cut off and zooming in/out only makes it worse.
oh and my toe still hurts lol
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
321
Sadness... today I have realized too many things and I don't like it at all. My heart is full of sorrows and they start coming out of all the pores of my skin as if they were thorns.
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Tristor..., avuí m'he n'estic adonant de masses coses i no m'agrada pas gens. Tinc el cor farcit de penes i em comencen a sortir per tots els porus de la pell com si fossin espines.
 
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x_riverrock11

Enlightened
Jan 24, 2021
1,794
Fucking went to the story and bought beers, ales, dark ales and ciders. Ended up now drinking all of them, I can't seem to save alcohol. It's easier to go six days without jacking off to porn than not drinking literally every beverage I've bought the same day.
I'm sorry. I have been there. You get to a point where sobriety feels like a punishment. Is there any source of escape (videogames, books, TV, music) that can take you out of your head without alcohol?
 
GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic
Jan 26, 2021
5,516
I'm sorry. I have been there. You get to a point where sobriety feels like a punishment. Is there any source of escape (videogames, books, TV, music) that can take you out of your head without alcohol?
I rarely drink. But when I do, I can't stop until I'm all out (based?). No alcohol problem here, tbh. Btw, you're the guy with 160 IQ or something, right? I wish u were female so I could simp.
 
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