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The Eeyorish One

The Eeyorish One

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Oct 9, 2022
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A song about being depressed, some may find it therapeutic to have feelings expressed in the song, others may find it a little triggering. But it’s a great song and one I’m listening to a lot.
 
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Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Party People!!!!

Ultimate Dance Party 99 :heart:



 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Party People!!!!

Ultimate Dance Party 99 :heart:


 
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Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,521
DJ Miko-What's Up?:heart:



ttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UDUvZcOhCog




Twenty-five years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that
Great big hill of hope
For a destination...

What's going on?
What's going on?
What's going on?

Twenty-five years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that
Great big hill of hope
For a destination

I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this brotherhood of man
For whatever that means

And so I cry sometimes
When I lie in my bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I'm...
I'm feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lung
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I try
Oh my God, do I try?
I try all the time
In this institution

And I pray
Oh my God, do I pray?
I pray every single day
For a revolution

And so I cry sometimes
When I lie in my bed
Just to get it all out
What's in my head
And I'm...
I'm feeling a little peculiar

And so I wake in the morning
And I step outside
And I take a deep breath
And I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lung
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

And I say:
Hey, yeah, yeah, eh, eh!
Hey, yeah, yeah!
I said: hey!
What's going on?

What's going on?
What's going on?

What's going on?
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Bullet For My Valentine-No More Tears To Cry :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"No More Tears To Cry"

I think it's time to recognise these demons in my head
They're killing me internally, I know they want me dead
Let's take the time to analyse and get this off my chest
By digging up the skeletons to finally confess

Wait, am I losing it?
There's an itch under my skin
Is this paying another sin?
Wait, am I losing it?
Will this rope around my neck make it easy to forget?

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside of me

So nothing seems to ease my mind, no matter what I try
An endless vicious circle on a loop that won't rewind
I'm outta luck, outta time 'cause this is just all in vain
I've had enough of giving up, I'm feeling so afraid

Wait, am I losing it?
With no hope, there's nothing left
And you're not afraid of death
Wait, am I losing it?
When you can't rely on faith
Got this cycle of self-hate

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside

Cut into pieces, pushed over the edge
Feeling so worthless, God, when will this end?
Every minute a battle, an hour a war
Feeling so helpless, God, when will it end?
Nobody's listening, does nobody care?

I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
I got no more tears to cry
(Under this selfishness)
No more strength to fight
There's nothing inside
There's nothing inside
 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521


A song about being depressed, some may find it therapeutic to have feelings expressed in the song, others may find it a little triggering. But it’s a great song and one I’m listening to a lot.

Just wanted to say thanks for this post. I don't remember hearing him before. Started listening to more of his music, really like him. :heart:
 
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Rounded Apathy

Longing to return to stardust
Aug 8, 2022
694
My housemates watching a movie without me. I was invited but backed out the last second cause I hate feeling like shit and being fake and social more than being alone and miserable.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Avatar-Dance Devil Dance :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Dance Devil Dance"

Step inside the circle
Jump and turn around
Bleed for the blood ritual
And jump and turn around
Jump and turn around
Oh, come on
Oh, come on
Oh, come on
Oh, come on

I am one of many
My name is forbidden
My name must stay hidden
I am Armageddon
I am one of many
I'm Satan, I'm freedom
I'm strictly forbidden
I'm Satan, I'm freedom

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance

Draw the hidden symbol
Step and spin around
Whisper the unspeakable
Then step and spin around
Step and spin around
Oh, come on

I am one of many
My name is forbidden
My name must stay hidden
I am Armageddon
I am one of many
I'm Satan, I'm freedom
I'm strictly forbidden
I'm Satan, I'm freedom

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance

One candle remains
Step into the dark
One candle remains
Step into the dark
Dance, dance
Dance Devil, dance​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Marshmello/Jonas Brothers-Leave Before You Love Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









"Leave Before You Love Me"

I see you calling
I didn't wanna leave you like that
It's five in the morning, yeah, yeah
A hundred on the dash
'Cause my wheels are rolling
Ain't taking my foot off the gas
And it only took the one night
To see the end of the line
Staring deep in your eyes, eyes

Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me I'm

I'm so good at knowing
Of when to leave the party behind
Don't care if they notice, yeah, yeah, no
I'll just catch a ride
I'd rather be lonely, yeah
Than wrapped around your body too tight
Yeah, I'm the type to get naked
Won't give my heart up for breaking
'Cause I'm too gone to be staying, staying

(Dancing on) Dancing on the edge, 'bout to take it too far
It's messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
If you wake up in your bed, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, gotta leave before you love me

Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me
Ay, ay, leave before you love me

Dancing on the edge, take it too far
Messing with my head, how I mess with your heart
I'm sorry, alone in the dark
I'm sorry, ay, ay, leave before you love me​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Motionless In White-Masterpiece :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










All the stupid lies and the stupid games
Left a vacancy in this picture frame
A prisoner by my own hands
'Cause if I can't have me, then no one can
I need to heal what I inflict
But I'll burn that bridge when I get to it
As I play roulette with a broken gun
I confess these sins with a sharp and spiteful tongue

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes?

Outlined in guilt, my portrait stares
In a gallery where the walls lie bare
As I modernize my antique ways
True colors can't escape the brush of fate

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes?

Illustrate all my pain and set it all ablaze
Burn
And set it all ablaze

So how do I apologize
And put the tears back in your eyes
When every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece of my mistakes?
And in the light of my demise
I see my failures in your eyes
Every canvas that I paint
Is a masterpiece made of my mistakes

Written by: Jason Suecof, Chris Cerulli, Tim M Skold
Album: Scoring The End Of The World
Released: 2022
Lyrics provided by Musixmatch
 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Bono mentioned this recently on Colbert

Bee Gees-Immortality :heart:














So this is who I am
And this is all I know
And I must choose to live
For all that I can give
The spark that makes the power grow

But I will stand for one dream if I can
Symbol of my faith in who I am
But you are my only

And I must follow on the road that lies ahead
I won't let my heart control my head
But you are my only

And we don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye
And I know what I've got to be...

Immortality
I make my journey through eternity
I keep the memory of you and me
Inside

Fulfill your destiny
It's there within the child
My storm will never end
My fate is on the wind
The king of hearts
The joker's wild

We don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye
I'll make them all remember me

Cause I have found the dream that must come true
Every ounce of me must see it through
But you are my only

I'm sorry I don't have the role for love to play
Hand over my heart I'll find my way
I will make them give to me...

Immortality
There is a vision and a fire in me
I keep the memory of you and me
Inside

And we don't say goodbye
We don't say goodbye

In all my love for you
And what else we may do

We don't say goodbye...
 
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SectOfValtiel

Attendant of God
Nov 7, 2022
112
I dont know why its so hard to get myself to listen to music, I only ever seem to when Im going on a walk or taking the bus or when I shower, and I havent done any of those things in awhile

But today, for whatever reason, I Thought The Future Would Be Cooler by Yacht has been stuck in my head so I had to look it up and listen again

 
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Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Celine Dion-If You Could See Me Now 💔









Here they come
Every night the same
Silent stars
Light from a distant flame
Just like the memories of you
That I hold inside
I see you touch
But all the warmth has died

Empty rooms
Crowded by the past
Time is my enemy
Days keep moving faster
But the nights alone can be
An eternity
That never heals the scars
Of foolish pride

If only you could see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
The freedom that I walked away to gain
Is nothing but these chains
That you alone can break
And you would free me now
Your heart would come undone
Just looking at me once
And my love would bring you back
If only you could see me now

Here I am
Stranger to a smile
Trying to fight the tears
Missing by a mile
I'm not the one who laughed at you
On that yesterday
When you warned me not to throw your love away

If you could only see me now
Goodbye is not so easy now
The freedom that I walked away to gain
Is nothing but these chains
I know your heart would break
If you could hear me now
Your heart would come undone
If you could hear me once
Hoping love will bring you back
If only you could see me now

(Bridge)




















Like the lonely moon
You see above
That sails the dark alone
Forever
I have no light of my own
Other the love we've known
So long ago
Together
If you could feel me now
Your heart would come undone
If you could touch me once
I know love will bring you back
If only you could see me now
 
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Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
4,521
Expose-End Of The World 💔







Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I just can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

SPOKEN:
Why does my heart go on beating?
(Why does my heart beat?)
SPOKEN:
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
(Why do I cry?)
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I just can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating?
Oh, why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said
Oh, it ended when you said
It ended when you said goodbye