No suicidal ideation at all today, which is screwing with me. I have a super hard time dealing with any emotions not negative? I’m sure my mood will fluctuate again, but I’m just trying to enjoy my head being peaceful today for the first time in a long time.
All of them XD bpd joke. Well at least the major ones. Happy because I have my SO and because of what @Someone123 said. Angry because my husband "made a joke". Sad because I live here and I'm not happy. Guilt/selfhate/ect....well let's not go into it.... It's another bpd thing that counter acts the "happy because I have my SO"