Headache and neck ache. I wonder if I'm so stressed that I involuntarily keep squeezing (or what fucking ever is the English word I'm feeling really bad learn to speak Finnish) all my muscles or something. I fear I've also started to grind my teeth involuntarily and I keep squeezing my eyes too. Every place hurts and I'm really angry.
Curious about whether or not I’m going to be alone forever without any love in my life not including family and friends I love them but I wonder if there is truly such a thing as a soulmate I might’ve had one before but maybe how ugly I am might’ve ruined it.
I felt very anxious at work because we were in a rush and there were many customers. When this happens i get a little disoriented at times but i managed to keep my shit together. Now i'm resting and not feeling that bad :)