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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
Might get some dxm this morning if I go out, cough syrup, I'd try alcohol but really am scared to, seeing what it did to my mom *shrugs* Then diphenhydramine and caffeine and nicotine from the occasionally ciggy <3
 
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Niko

Niko

Student
Oct 4, 2018
112
Might get some dxm this morning if I go out, cough syrup, I'd try alcohol but really am scared to, seeing what it did to my mom *shrugs* Then diphenhydramine and caffeine and nicotine from the occasionally ciggy <3

you like that cough syrup thing? i tried it once and it just made me feel like i had the flu, maybe i did it wrong.

and yeah i forgot to categorize caffeine and stimulants in general as a drug lol, there just a part of life now.

also, sugar. i used to say the only reason i get up in the morning is for some cap'n crunch
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
you like that cough syrup thing? i tried it once and it just made me feel like i had the flu, maybe i did it wrong.

and yeah i forgot to categorize caffeine and stimulants in general as a drug lol, there just a part of life now.

also, sugar. i used to say the only reason i get up in the morning is for some cap'n crunch
Yeah, I try to get it without the guafenisan or however you spell it, but either way it's a crappy drug for people who are afraid to go get the illegal stuff like me xD


And yeah I like sugar too ><
 
Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
you like that cough syrup thing? i tried it once and it just made me feel like i had the flu, maybe i did it wrong.

and yeah i forgot to categorize caffeine and stimulants in general as a drug lol, there just a part of life now.

also, sugar. i used to say the only reason i get up in the morning is for some cap'n crunch

I was sick one time and I took Delsym cough syrup... I guess I took too much because I was high as fuck afterwards. Literally floating.
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
I was sick one time and I took Delsym cough syrup... I guess I took too much because I was high as fuck afterwards. Literally floating.
Yeah I've had a lot of weird times on it if I overdo it. At first though I felt so dissociated on 150 mg, I was so calm and chill for a few hours, I remember one time having to cling to the walls to get around my apartment, and then another time I took too much with diphenhydramine and though I was dying, threw up, it's just really bad to over do, yeah >< But the first few times were really good >< <3 xD
 
Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
Yeah I've had a lot of weird times on it if I overdo it. At first though I felt so dissociated on 150 mg, I was so calm and chill for a few hours, I remember one time having to cling to the walls to get around my apartment, and then another time I took too much with diphenhydramine and though I was dying, threw up, it's just really bad to over do, yeah >< But the first few times were really good >< <3 xD

That was my first experience of getting high ever in my life. I don't touch drugs, so...
I was scared but so excited at the same time that I was experiencing a high! :D
 
BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
That was my first experience of getting high ever in my life. I don't touch drugs, so...
I was scared but so excited at the same time that I was experiencing a high! :D
Yeah I wish the magic could always stay, no wonder they call some drug experience chasers akin to chasing the dragon, well, isn't that just with heroin? I don't know but yeah *shrugs* xD My too xD
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Illuminated
Mar 23, 2018
3,116
Favorite drug that I haven't taken yet … Nembutal ;)
I don't really do drugs … I've thought about weed … but I can't afford to lose any more brain cells. I wasn't given many at birth and I need to keep what little I have. :(
If I have any other drugs of choice that is bad for me it's soda. I have cut back but I can't stop. :(
 
Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Super duper enlightened
Sep 9, 2018
1,711
I don't care for drugs at all. Every time I smoked weed I got so nauseous, it was horrible. Then I did coke a few times but I didn't feel any positive effects, all I got was the racing heart and the chattering teeth. I used to drink a lot, but I had a mental breakdown in 2015 and since then I get a panic attack if I combine the meds they gave me with alcohol. Now I stick with caffeine, a few cigs a day, and my SSRI.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,383
Life hahahahahahahaha!
 
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