ManicPanic2018

ManicPanic2018

Bipolar Trans Woman, Help Me God
Sep 11, 2022
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I slept on this song when playing Cyberpunk 2077, but have full on fallen in love with it after watching Edgerunners. Non stop loop this morning:

 
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Sep 13, 2022
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A lot of ambient music these days and videos of nature. It's the one of the only non chemical ways to slow myself down and ground myself,
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Starset-Waiting On The Sky To Change :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









There's something in the air
Burning ions in the oxygen are all aglow
A feeling everywhere
Premonitions of the storm that comes, but I won't go

I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is home

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
(Waiting on the sky to change)

I've been frozen since that day
I saw my clear blue skies as they turned to gray in front of me
It's hard to find my way
Can I rise above when giving up is all I know?

I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is hope

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change

(And the water's rising)
(And the water's rising)
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again

I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change

Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
 
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Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
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Dayseeker-Without Me 💔💔💔💔💔💔








How did we let it all come to nothing? (Nothing)
Feeling like I should've been feeling something (something)
Lately, I've been puttin' it off to see if (to see if)
You'd come back crawling
The floor is falling out

So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb when I see what you run from
So don't you leave me empty when it's only in my eyes

How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?

Call me when you know you're feeling lovesick (lovesick)
Or you can call it off when you see that I ain't shit (I ain't shit)
Lately, I've been putting it off to see you
Don't come back crawling
The floor is falling out

So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb

How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?

So don't you hold me
If you don't wanna know me
So don't you leave me empty
When it's only in my eyes

How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?

How do you feel?
How do you feel
Without me?
 
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Angelic
Mar 23, 2018
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Watain-We Remain :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










How red and full of truth are not
The stories by the fires told?
Absorbed and passed on by every dreamer
Madly drunk from embers glow

Always with the whirling dust
Of winding roads to mask our trail
And cloak the paths 'pon which we rode
So that legends dim might tell our tale

On waves of wildest oceans borne
In roaring chant a song unheard
Thus was brought the lore, to havens far
The echo of the primal word

For what is truth but what we make it?
A tale deformed by wind and rain
By temple stone and eager flame
Concealed, in spirit

We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain

Like a marooned enchantress stranded in the tropic of deceit
The truth abides within us all
Patiently awaiting the rise of her star
And its vengeful light to shine on our betrayal

For in the breaking of the final dawn and the silencing of all
Her muted voice shall rise in grace anew
At the unweaving of the webs and the dismantling of the world
We will remember her

Hark unto its hissing tongue
That dark wind of which dreams are made
On it blows, that fateful song
On and on and on

What if life is but an intermission?
The flickering of dying flame
And in the endless night in which it burns
Concealed, forever

We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Slipknot-The Dying Song :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah

Radical rather than rhetorical, babble like an oracle
Why am I always in your debt?
Father and the son and the holy ghost
Communist comatose, show me all the wagers are a bet
The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde
Satan? You must be mistaken, there are no more satans
Only the bosses on the board
Forget, deny, ignore, nice try, it's you
Regret, rely, remorse inside of you
Yeah

Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long

The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah

Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long

Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die

The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die​
 
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Sabaibā

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Nov 30, 2020
133
I wouldn't dare post it because it's really grim. The singer talks about why she wants to die and tells the person it's singing to kill her. It doesn't describe my situation or opinions on suicide but I like the mood, it's cool to hear when I'm down. Sometimes this songs are the only thing that can cheer me up. They have this cool rock vibe. 😅
Another rock song about suicide is:


🤟Rock on, Rock Is life. 🤙
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Dolly Parton-Just When I Needed You Most 💔💔💔💔💔💔










You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I miss you more
Than I missed you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most
Now most every morning
I stare out the window
I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me

'Cause I need you more
Than I needed before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most

You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way

Now I love you more
Than I loved you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
You left me
Just when I needed you most
Oh, you left me
Just when I needed you most
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Chelsea Grin-Origin Of Sin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Fury, Hell hath no fury
Mercy, I need your mercy

Shadow work incomplete, abundant worry cease to bleed
You are mine in your mind so constantly, inescapably
Sweetest child, don't you see? The veil is so thin
Soon all will see, life will see, we have been deceived

But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear

You'll soon remember why you're here

And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed

But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear

Your spirit is attainable, but locked within you
Between the bone, blood, and sinew
This forever journey only continues
Reaching deep within, remember what you once knew

And so it was written, and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed

And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth but were only fooled

Think or die
Die
Die
Think or die
Think or die
 
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Cerulea

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Sep 19, 2022
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The Mars Volta put out a new album last week that I have not stopped listening to. It is their most intimate work and some of those songs are absolutely beautiful. Highlights include Shore Song, Vigil, Cerulea, Palm Full of Crux, and Collapsible Shoulders. I highly recommend it to anyone who considers themselves a fan of their other work.