- Nov 10, 2022
Unfinished businesses. It's just a matter of time.
I'm still here. I haven't been on in over a week. I have a pretty good excuse why. Can't figure out a good day...night to do it. I have the SN sitting in my closet.I have to plan my whole day around it. I'm horrible at planning. Trying to choose the perfect day. I'm very indecisive when it comes to choosing the day. Possibly this weekend..
Seems like a reasonable reason to me. What show?Super dumb, but a show I'm watching ends later this week and I want to be around to see the finale.
Agreed. I hate being unlikeable and it feels like I'm forever alone besides my dog and my mom.In a way, yes. My cycles aren't short but they're spread apart. It's always something along the lines of this:
Get lonely > Get Sad > Get Help > Get Friends > Lose Friends > Get lonely.
What caused the latest cycle to end? I moved to college and found my people. My people decided to stop being friends with me and then a person I was talking to decided the same thing as well. I hold no anger towards any of them at all. If they came back today, I would accept them as if nothing happened. It's just that I'm tired of myself feeling this way and being chained to this.