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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

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Jul 14, 2018
307
Let's say you could only be granted a wish that involves gaining something material (besides money) or being in a relationship with someone of any race, gender, wealth status, sexuality, attractiveness, etc..

I think I'd get a woman who is tall and stronger than me (about 20 points in muscle). I've heard this is pretty rare (and no, I'm not talking about woman who inject testosterone and have huge unusual looking muscles, don't have a problem but prefer slim toned but strong like a man would have) and most tall women actually suffer from being underweight due to lack of natural testosterone that doesn't help their body build muscle when they eat.

I'd really like to be carried as a 5ft 5in 130lbs man. A nice piggy back ride lol...
 
Tiburcio

Tiburcio

Voluntary deletion.
May 9, 2018
1,573
In my actual mental state a relationship won't be a good idea.

Material things won't help me at all, and it didn't interest me even when I was better...

Oh wait, there is something material that I YES want! THE GUILLOTINE!!!
 
NoLifeNoPain

NoLifeNoPain

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Jun 17, 2018
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YEEEE THE GUILLOTINE! SIGN ME UP Tib!
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BlackDragonof1989

BlackDragonof1989

Mage
Jul 12, 2018
526
Oh, I have a thing for strong women, mentally, physically as well, though I know naturally it's not really natural for them to be so muscular like you say, but the mental strength of confident women I adore, as well as alpha males, though more on a mind level with males. So mommy and daddy issues, or maybe it's pretty natural. I remember falling for a male furry who was a fire medic and did all the risk taking stuff, but he saw me as a fling, I got overwhelmed by all this and some friendships I was having an issue with, but enjoyed being a pet to he and his mate, though his poor mate later revealed he only felt pressured to take me along for the ride in order not to lose his boyfriend. Relationship dynamics are fascinating, power is so much, even though people may deny it, I've had a few egalitarian relationships which are quite lovely but not quite the thrill of being a submissive, and I've had a few where I was dominant, and it's fun in a different way, but not my favorite still. This is all online, in the mind over the years.

So those are some of the people I'd like to experience, sort of already have, but having the memories aren't as nice as being in the moment, but I tended to sabotage, eh.