- May 14, 2018
The fact that nobody tells you that being around someone with depression makes you a horrible/toxic person to be around. I am very nasty when I drink alcohol the worse behavior comes out. I don’t genuinely laugh anymore, when people talk to me I’m like “yeah” and “mhmm”, can’t talk about anything anymore because I don’t have the energy and upbeat. Now I’m back to working a shitty retail job interacting with people again I have to get out of this soon. I want to go on my birthday in February. I hope I get the courage why do I keep clinging to this misery?