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Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395
I did meth a couple times. First I don’t really remember but the 2nd just made me stay awake and then wander throughout the city for miles at a time.
I used and didn’t eat drink or sleep for three days. After a great night I was in convulsions in and off for six hours my body would violently shake uncontrollably almost broke parts of my bed from my movements. Whole body went numb and was gasping for air. I would get brief moments of being ok before I would collapse and start shaking violently
 
Deadinside24

Deadinside24

Experienced
Aug 7, 2018
245
I used and didn’t eat drink or sleep for three days. After a great night I was in convulsions in and off for six hours my body would violently shake uncontrollably almost broke parts of my bed from my movements. Whole body went numb and was gasping for air. I would get brief moments of being ok before I would collapse and start shaking violently
Wow that is hella intense. I had no idea that could do that to you.
 
Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395
Wow that is hella intense. I had no idea that could do that to you.
It was the girl that was with me I think was freaked out because she hid in the bathroom with door locked. I eventually called a ambulance when I thought it stopped and then it started again. In the ambulance they were trying to get me to relax and breath and I couldn’t really and I was wondering wtf is going on with me and I became paranoid in hospital and think I hallucinated a little. They had to give me fluids by iv because I was dangerously dehydrated I guess. Also any time I used the next day I had a mental breakdown that built up for an hour then 5 minutes of different emotions that I thought I was crazy.
 
Brokenanddeadinside

Brokenanddeadinside

Specialist
Aug 8, 2018
395
Wow, that sounds like a crazy experience. Just out of curiosity how long did the effects last for you?
Ya it was crazy and these mental breaks happened the day after using. The convulsions lasted six hours but the good effects forget how long exactly I was smoking it throughout the night along with alchohol and a energy drink. Bad thing even after all this shit happened I still wanted to use. I ended up forcing myself to move before I destroyed my life. The convulsions and mental breaks were horrible but they didn’t really scare me I just dealt with the horrible shit I went to er because my friend was concerned.