- May 27, 2018
I've got nothing better to do. I guess listen to music and prepare for the inevitable.
The visions I've had of it are ominous, indeed. Since childhood, I've been aware of the biblical revelations, lived through the "Nostradamus scenario" in 1984, as a kid in the cold war 80s. In my art, I've tried time and time again to start on a lighthearted project, only for it to turn to warnings. I Lived through Y2k, and 9/11...which I had a premonition of on that day. And if there were bad things in the past in my lifetime, it was never like the whole world shutting down. I started to let my guard down, thinking it wouldn't really blow up until after my time (even as a kid, I thought I wouldn't want to make it to 50, and I'm past 46, now), and that I would just muddle through with the time I have left. I was basically "killing time". But when I relax, that's when things usually hit, just like on 9/11, when things were actually going well for me.Mentalmick said:That sounds ominous.