- Jun 18, 2018
I’m currently reading a book about John Wayne Gacy so I choose him.
Elliot Rodgers was cringe. His videos and manuscript were pretentious.Elliot Rodgers, Theodore Kaczynski
All of them remind me of that life is inherently pointless(among other reasons, Ted is particularly interesting but I won't go further into that because I think the feds are active on this site). There is no reason to suffer, no higher purpose. No God. Just meaningless. We'll all end up in the great nothingness called death.
It has it's kind of beauty of me. To be part of absolutely nothing. To be part of 99% of the life that has been here before me. 99% species that have ever existed are extinct. Can you imagine what it will be like when the heat death of the universe sets in? Eternal peace. No more pointless suffering, no more endless debates, no more. To be part of an endless void of eternal nothingness. This is what I desire.
Do you write to prisoners?
Gacy was doing construction work on a strip mall in my hometown back in the 70’s. I heard people talking about him when I was young. I sometimes wonder if a person like him who was obviously homosexual would have been a murderer in today’s world. It’s all accepted now. Well except for the murder part.I’m currently reading a book about John Wayne Gacy so I choose him.