- Apr 25, 2018
For me. It's because I look bad most ly. Also aging.
what did you used to do if you don't mindMy old job ruined my life. It resulted in me getting eye+hearing injuries, ruined cartilage in my shoulders, chronic back pain, kidney + digestive problems and dental issues. Also My knee is blown out and I cant run or do fun things people my age do anymore. All my friends have abandoned me. My dad is completely nuts And My mom is the only thing keeping me together.
I've posted this before, but for me it's because I have chronic pain that doctors are no longer giving me the medications required to control it. You know how all you see anymore in the news is coverage of the "opioid epidemic?" Well, I am the collateral damage. People like me, who used the medications responsibly and relied on them to live our lives are the ones being hurt by this, and nobody cares. We're treated like drug seekers and addicts. Not being able to control my pain is only half of it. The way I am treated by everyone, from doctors to pharmacists, even my insurance company, is the other part of it. I'm sick of it all, I'm miserable, and I'm just ready to end it.
Have you offered to submit to super-heavy monitoring? By that I mean lots of random pill counts and piss tests? That may help address his concerns about abuse if he's on the fence about helping you.That is how I feel and I am ON pain medication. My situation is a little different. They will not prescribe me the proper pain pills for my condition of chronic pancreatitis. They only give me tramadol which makes my pain go from super severe kill myself immediately pain to severe pain. I tried some oxycontin that my roommate gave me, and it made my pain go away and I felt so much better. I asked my doctor, and he said that since I was a heavy drinker (in the past, not now), he will not prescribe them to me since he thinks I will abuse them. Nope, I wouldn't and am more or less in the same situation as you.
If people could see the world for what it truly is, see their lives for what they truly are, without dreams or illusions, I don't believe they could offer the first reason why they should not elect to die as soon as possible.
Cormac McCarthy - Sunset Limited
Have you offered to submit to super-heavy monitoring? By that I mean lots of random pill counts and piss tests? That may help address his concerns about abuse if he's on the fence about helping you.