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RN12

RN12

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Jul 25, 2021
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It looks like it's censored on the web or something. I dont understand. You can find everything only, the most horrible gore shit, drugs, guns. But nothing about Fentanyl. Only stories from the news 'that everybody is using it' 'and that it's too easy to get'
Websites that states: 'The Surprising Ease of Buying Fentanyl Online' I'm a good google searcher but found nada

Am i stupid? lol there must be vendors out there who sell online. But even the dark web... nothing at all.
 
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Someone123

Elementalist
Oct 19, 2021
870
People get long prison sentences for this, and only a tiny amount can kill, so that's probably why you can't find it online. Probably the only way is to get this on the street, which is of course illegal and you'll go to jail if you get caught trying to get this on the street.
 
RN12

RN12

Member
Jul 25, 2021
58
People get long prison sentences for this, and only a tiny amount can kill, so that's probably why you can't find it online. Probably the only way is to get this on the street, which is of course illegal and you'll go to jail if you get caught trying to get this on the street.
okey thank you im from Netherlands. Can get everything easily here. But Opioids are difficult here

thankyou
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
1,455
They don’t sell it cos it’s fatal. Darn.
 
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Someone123

Elementalist
Oct 19, 2021
870
yes but N and SN and guns also i cant find it easier
There are other ways, some ways that virtually anyone can access. Sometimes people need to made do with what they have.
 
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bobby355

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Sep 8, 2021
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People get long prison sentences for this, and only a tiny amount can kill, so that's probably why you can't find it online. Probably the only way is to get this on the street, which is of course illegal and you'll go to jail if you get caught trying to get this on the street.
Aren't there some states where possession of small amounts of drugs is legal? Like Oregon I think.
In Canada we seem to be moving towards that too.
 
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Capsicum_Corral

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Dec 10, 2021
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The story is the Chinese drug companies would sell and ship direct, but that was before Fentanyl became a household word. Now the risk is way too high for all but the cartel and criminal market. A guy last week within 20 miles of me was busted with a half pound, so it hasn't exactly disappeared.
 
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idontgiveadvicehere

Member
Nov 19, 2021
11
People get long prison sentences for this, and only a tiny amount can kill, so that's probably why you can't find it online. Probably the only way is to get this on the street, which is of course illegal and you'll go to jail if you get caught trying to get this on the street.
Would you also get a long prison sentence if you were caught shipping N to yourself?
 
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Someone123

Elementalist
Oct 19, 2021
870
It looks like it's censored on the web or something. I dont understand. You can find everything only, the most horrible gore shit, drugs, guns. But nothing about Fentanyl. Only stories from the news 'that everybody is using it' 'and that it's too easy to get'
Websites that states: 'The Surprising Ease of Buying Fentanyl Online' I'm a good google searcher but found nada

Am i stupid? lol there must be vendors out there who sell online. But even the dark web... nothing at all.
It's because this is so dangerous, a very small amount can kill, that it is in many places a guaranteed long prison sentence for dealing it. I think the only way is on the street from illegal drug dealers, but they are very careful about this, too, because they can go to prison. If you just go to a bar or something and start asking about something like this you are likely to get caught by the police in a sting, so there are no easy answers here. This is high risk method, because you are risking prison, where it is much more difficult to ctb- partial is the only method that seems to work there, based on what some guards say, and partial is very unreliable. Nurses, doctors, pharmacists, and those with severe chronic pain can get access to this through a legal prescription, but otherwise it's not too easy.
 
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MG_39

Physically ill suffering couch potato
Jul 5, 2019
137
It's quite simple. Drug dealers sell drugs to earn money. Selling pure F would kill their customers because just the smallest amount too much and you might die. and also higher risk of getting caught for selling drugs.

Since Fentanyl is so cheap it's very good profit to "lace" Heroine with Fentanyl. Same strength but for a lower price.
 
StevieNixs

StevieNixs

Specialist
Jul 22, 2021
326
It looks like it's censored on the web or something. I dont understand. You can find everything only, the most horrible gore shit, drugs, guns. But nothing about Fentanyl. Only stories from the news 'that everybody is using it' 'and that it's too easy to get'
Websites that states: 'The Surprising Ease of Buying Fentanyl Online' I'm a good google searcher but found nada

Am i stupid? lol there must be vendors out there who sell online. But even the dark web... nothing at all.
I found it listed on the DN when I looked about two months ago. No idea if it was authentic though. The only problem is that it was in another country and not mine and if I had gone down this route, I would not have wanted to import it. So I left it.
 
RN12

RN12

Member
Jul 25, 2021
58
I found it listed on the DN when I looked about two months ago. No idea if it was authentic though. The only problem is that it was in another country and not mine and if I had gone down this route, I would not have wanted to import it. So I left it.
oke i couldn't find it on the markets maybe i have to look better.

and else I have to buy a ticket to skid row i guess
 
Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
669
the algorithm thinks you don't pass the vibe check for that stuff. sorry :(
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
669
taking about your profile gif. That magnificent cool gentleman
thanks. I appreciate the girl in your profile pic too. I love that she stabbed her mom to run with her bf to then kill herself (no sarcasm).
 
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uselesswaste

uselesswaste

Member
Dec 4, 2021
57
thanks. I appreciate the girl in your profile pic too. I love that she stabbed her mom to run with her bf to then kill herself (no sarcasm).
no, her mom tried to stab her to death, but punpun tackled the situation by stabbing her mom to death.

so basically punpun was the one who stabbed her mom to death.

I'm sorry i'm really bad at explaining things I know -.-
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
669
no, her mom tried to stab her to death, but punpun tackled the situation by stabbing her mom to death.
spoiler alert:

she later admit to punpun that she was the one to finish her mom off when he was answering the delivery guy..

Punpun only strangled the mom. He never used a weapon. She was about to regain consciousness when her daughter stabbed her multiple times.

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she did Punpun dirty by letting him believe he committed the murder ngl. she only told him at the end.

If not for what she had done, they could've have a better ending I guess.
 
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uselesswaste

uselesswaste

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Dec 4, 2021
57
spoiler alert:

she later admit to punpun that she was the one to finish her mom off when he was answering the delivery guy..

Punpun only strangled the mom. He never used a weapon. She was about to regain consciousness when her daughter stabbed her multiple times.

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she did Punpun dirty by letting him believe he committed the murder ngl. she only told him at the end.

If not for what she had done, they could've have a better ending I guess.
I believe punpun strangled aiko's mom to death, later she just stabs the dead body. I actually don't know if have to believe aiko's words when she admitted to killed her mom.
 
Insomniac

Insomniac

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May 21, 2021
669
I actually don't know if have to believe aiko's words when she admitted to killed her mom.
you don't need to believe her words. she is seen stabbing her mom in the panels.
 
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freemindnsoul

freemindnsoul

Mage
Sep 29, 2021
539
OP, I could have written your post myself! ctb by fentanyl seems so peaceful and easy! I don't know how many people easily get it. I was told undercover agents go to streets and pretend to be drug dealers to catch people who want to buy it :(
 
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uselesswaste

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Dec 4, 2021
57
you don't need to believe her words. she is seen stabbing her mom in the panels.
( *︾▽︾) everyone is crazy in this manga at some point due to certain trauma, it is really sad, I don't wanna blame anyone.
 
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Laowaiboss

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Nov 26, 2021
32
Online is more regulated than offline and 99% of the sellers on the dark web are scammers.

Offline will always be easier to do illegal things until the government bans cash.

If you want fentanyl go to your local hood and I'm sure that many people there will be willing to sell it to you.
 
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Someone123

Elementalist
Oct 19, 2021
870
Online is more regulated than offline and 99% of the sellers on the dark web are scammers.

Offline will always be easier to do illegal things until the government bans cash.

If you want fentanyl go to your local hood and I'm sure that many people there will be willing to sell it to you.
Of course that can be dangerous, you can get robbed or you can get busted by an undercover police officer. There are other methods where you can acquire things legally and not have to worry about this.
 
threesummers

threesummers

Enlightened
Nov 4, 2020
1,458
There is no recreational market for pure F. It's used as a cutting agent in H mostly. As stated above, the only real customers for it are big producers of recreational drugs. I personally would love to have access to F, but I think at this point, H is the way to go if you want to OD on opioids. It's cheap, readily available, and still only takes a couple grams to be 100% fatal.