27clubBRIAN

27clubBRIAN

im a mk ultra victim
Jul 27, 2022
117


I don’t know why but when I go for my full suspension I think Im gonna have a little stereo and might play this song on repeat , any other Doo wop hits that would be good , maybe I’ll make a playlist ?
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,286
Honestly just thinking about turning the TV on and using it as background noise. I might play my fav anime (the one that made me wanna ctb a lot at 11) as weeb like as that sounds.😅
 
PigeonDreamzz

PigeonDreamzz

The broken Pigeon
Feb 3, 2022
66
Yeah I actually have one song I'll have on repeat. It's a positive one though, to make my brain to hallucinate positive things. It's "Love Song" by 311. I want to remember the great time with soulpigeon and hallucinate about a different universe where he didn't leave me
 
27clubBRIAN

27clubBRIAN

im a mk ultra victim
Jul 27, 2022
117
Yeah I actually have one song I'll have on repeat. It's a positive one though, to make my brain to hallucinate positive things. It's "Love Song" by 311. I want to remember the great time with soulpigeon and hallucinate about a different universe where he didn't leave me
Saw that band live once it was a really cool outdoor night show and the bass players guitar was glow in the dark , good vibes
 
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Pedronte

Pedronte

What if...
Jul 31, 2022
29
Yes, probably Pink Floyd. I like the peaceful style of their songs.
And even if I decide to go without music, I wouldn't CTB in silence. I would turn on the TV. Silence should be scary as hell in this scenario.
 
nixdeath

nixdeath

Member
May 3, 2022
64
I'm gonna play Geogaddi by Boards of Canada when I die. I love this album, and I think its the most beautiful album I've ever listened to. I feel it really speaks to me in a way other music can't.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Enlightened
Apr 15, 2022
1,706
I may have something playing while I'm getting things going, but when I get to the actual ctb part, I expect to be unconscious within 20 to 25 seconds, so not sure if it will matter much.
 
slushy

slushy

Member
Feb 19, 2022
68
I wish I could but I'm doing it outside. I don't know if I'll be able to set up music. But if I did it would probably be Today by Smashing Pumpkins
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
603
Yeah I actually have one song I'll have on repeat. It's a positive one though, to make my brain to hallucinate positive things. It's "Love Song" by 311. I want to remember the great time with soulpigeon and hallucinate about a different universe where he didn't leave me
The song is remastered version of The Cure
 
lessonlearned

lessonlearned

Member
May 23, 2022
57
probably. i can't imagine doing it in silence that would probably make me more nervous
 
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27clubBRIAN

27clubBRIAN

im a mk ultra victim
Jul 27, 2022
117
I'm gonna play Geogaddi by Boards of Canada when I die. I love this album, and I think its the most beautiful album I've ever listened to. I feel it really speaks to me in a way other music can't.
Yeah Boards of Canada is DMT music to me , good choice
The song is remastered version of The Cure
Yeah I would definitely go with the Cure version
I already have my playlist ready on Spotify for about a year. Here are two of my favourites atm:



Both of these are beautiful pieces , very nice, thanks for sharing
 
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OuijaBored

OuijaBored

Member
Apr 8, 2022
27
I would want to do it to Simon and Garfunkels El Condor Pasa, Bridge Over Troubled Water, and if time is willing, Paint it Black by the Royal London Symphony Orchestra. My absolute favourite cover of that song. I'd hope that's the one I would die to. Atleast I could go out feeling something more than just this.
 
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RedHarlequin

Arcanist
Jul 8, 2018
444
Yeah Boards of Canada is DMT music to me , good choice

Yeah I would definitely go with the Cure version

Both of these are beautiful pieces , very nice, thanks for sharing.

Thank you for saying this. Makes my heart fill with joy when something I like myself can also make someone’s day a bit better!
 
Thequietone

Thequietone

Student
Dec 4, 2021
100
I made a long playlist (9 hours)

My death would be long so that is why I need that music to calm myself.
 
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CemetryGates

CemetryGates

𝔅𝔢𝔱𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔫 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔡𝔰
Apr 10, 2022
142
Aphex twin or maybe jazz to see me out I think :))
 
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I need peace

I need peace

The past is never dead, it's not even past.
Mar 28, 2022
140
I love music, I'll probably play something that brings me comfort, thinking of making a playlist till then
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2021
1,661
I used to love music more than anything But have not listened to anything in more than a year… Probably because it makes me feel so sad and it’s safer not to feel anything at all… I think it would be too painful to listen to music as I die…
 
27clubBRIAN

27clubBRIAN

im a mk ultra victim
Jul 27, 2022
117
Aphex twin or maybe jazz to see me out I think :))
You got good taste
I may have something playing while I'm getting things going, but when I get to the actual ctb part, I expect to be unconscious within 20 to 25 seconds, so not sure if it will matter much.
I reckon you’re going with a hang of some sort
probably. i can't imagine doing it in silence that would probably make me more nervous
Nice Heavens Gate profile pic :)
 
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Sadness20

Student
Nov 1, 2021
145
So there's a song i have been listening to every time i feel depressed. That song is going on repeat. I've had in on repeat a couple of times when i attempted. Its called "Her last Words by courtney Parker
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
603
I'm gonna listen to instrumental smooth jazz version (link in my bio).

A bit surprised that I learn the original lyrics was written by a 14yo boy, he made up $1 million though

 
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outatime_85

Specialist
May 17, 2022
300
Perhaps a little music from

Brian Eno, Moby, Radiohead, Clams Casino, Boards of Canada

There may be some others, but these form the foundation of my playlist.
 
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