Hollowillow

Hollowillow

I want throat hugs & anime! Can't use chat pm me
Aug 7, 2022
1,251
I grew up in Germany, when the place was still brimming with aging Nazis and their ignorant offspring. Being the only colored kid in sight didn't help with that.

And my mommie dearest is in my mind, burned in there since childhood. When the bitch was still able to stand on her own two feet, it helped me a lot to just turn around and leave her behind.

But now she can't even sit straight w/o assistance, and abandoning her now would feel like tearing the wings of a helpless fly. :(
The nazi trauma is extreme. How do you cope?

I admire your compassion, but venomous snakes can still bite after you severed their heads & it's best to run away?
From hell on earth,
East Africa, one of the poorest, least developed country,
And has one of the lowest suicide death rate 🙃
Why do they have the lowest suicide? No computers to enter the data? They die faster than they can ctb? Or strong family & friend support? I noticed that 3rd world family are closer & would trade junk for love...
 
Blondie

Blondie

Member
Aug 12, 2022
80
Yes possibly after talking for quite a while, I'm London UK
 
whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,484
From hell on earth,
East Africa, one of the poorest, least developed country,
And has one of the lowest suicide death rate 🙃
Proving that it isn't hellish at all.

Development = cancerous bullshit, megacities sprawling their insanity, QR codes tied to vaccination status, modern art, merging with the Machine (the Black Iron Prison).

Wealth = having what makes you happy.
 
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victimofnarcissist

Member
Aug 16, 2022
47
I'm going to tell you what happened to me. I had previously been on this site for a long time. I felt safe and I trusted the people who were on here. Then an individual sent me a pm and we began to "talk." I assumed since he was on this site that he was suicidal or had thought about suicide. Long story short, he turned out to be a narcissist who uses people fo rhis own benefits and then discards them. I trusted him (we spoke to each other for 10 months) and told him things I would have never told another soul. Please be careful. THere are people on this site who are only on the site to find "victims" and use them.
True narcissists are possessed by demons! I'm so sorry what happened to you. Coming out of his claws and sickening manipulation must have felt liberating, although you're probably haunted by memories and experiences.

I'm gonna leave as soon my meds arrive. Although many are sad that their friends got on tb, you were probably the last trust and support your friend needed to find peace. In a perfect world no one should suffer or made to feel inferior.

Regarding the topic, I thought I'd love to meet someone, but I don't think they'd like me and then leave me like all my friends before left me.
 
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Muach

Member
Jan 28, 2022
49
Proving that it isn't hellish at all.

Development = cancerous bullshit, megacities sprawling their insanity, QR codes tied to vaccination status, modern art, merging with the Machine (the Black Iron Prison).

Wealth = having what makes you happy.
Oh no. Don't get us wrong. We are 127th out of 156 on the happiness index.

I say it's lack of knowledge.

They say suicide stems from a learned ability to hurt oneself and we just haven't comprehend it yet.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,484
Oh no. Don't get us wrong. We are 127th out of 156 on the happiness index.

I say it's lack of knowledge.

They say suicide stems from a learned ability to hurt oneself and we just haven't comprehend it yet.
Way to go around with my biases looking dumb! Hey, I want to keep believing primitive or simpler people are happier, let me dream!
 
WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
837
Probably saw someone walking around nyc.
 
worst.therapist

worst.therapist

Member
Aug 25, 2022
21
giving my shot, RS/Brasil
pm me if u live near :hug:
 
heretical nebula

heretical nebula

🧿
Feb 21, 2022
271
Yes, if we got to know each other well enough.

But I am absolutely horrible IRL with social skills.

I usually need someone more extroverted than me to lull me into a "rhythm".
 
nottheend

nottheend

When will enough be enough!!
Sep 8, 2021
91
Yeah why not I’m Cumbria send a pm
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

I want throat hugs & anime! Can't use chat pm me
Aug 7, 2022
1,251
Yes but no one near me.
Aw... Where? Friends by PM are nice too. Easier to not hit & run a thread and miss out on replies (sorry everyone)
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

I want throat hugs & anime! Can't use chat pm me
Aug 7, 2022
1,251
Just because you can't understand or appreciate a style of art doesn't make it bad. This was painted in the 1950s, and is considered a masterpiece. Please share your world-renowned works...
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Wow! In such a weird but concistent way.

Look at that painting of baby jesus. So warm of color & tenderness. Guess who painted it?


Hitler.
Yeah, ill give you my phone number lol
As long as it's not the suicide hotline number, I'm in 😆
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
351
Aw... Where? Friends by PM are nice too. Easier to not hit & run a thread and miss out on replies (sorry everyone)
Friends by PM? Like long distance? I will narrow it down to south of Mexico for privacy's sake.
 
Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
572
🤣🤣🤣 Yeah, and I'm east of Brazil for privacy's sake.
A continental level of privacy, I'd say. haha (just kidding no offense intended)
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Un nivell de privadesa continental, diría jo. Hahaha. (només és una broma sense ànim d'ofendre)

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Teddybear

Teddybear

Student
Nov 20, 2021
154
My mom is in the hospital - again. Her slow departure is the most agonizing exit this side of outright torture - and it tears me appart to watch her like that.

I am sitting alone in a cold, dark place and wonder how painful my final journey shall be.

Having to contemplate all that w/o company by my side is a curse in and off itself.

Gosh, I'd go for a date with Godzilla's cousin right now. :O
 
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victimofnarcissist

Member
Aug 16, 2022
47
My mom is in the hospital - again. Her slow departure is the most agonizing exit this side of outright torture - and it tears me appart to watch her like that.

I am sitting alone in a cold, dark place and wonder how painful my final journey shall be.

Having to contemplate all that w/o company by my side is a curse in and off itself.

Gosh, I'd go for a date with Godzilla's cousin right now. :O
I'm so sorry you are going through such a hard time. Wish I saw your post sooner. Feel free to contact me. I'm here for you, friend. 😊
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

Visionary
Sep 28, 2021
2,205
My mom is in the hospital - again. Her slow departure is the most agonizing exit this side of outright torture - and it tears me appart to watch her like that.

I am sitting alone in a cold, dark place and wonder how painful my final journey shall be.

Having to contemplate all that w/o company by my side is a curse in and off itself.

Gosh, I'd go for a date with Godzilla's cousin right now. :O
That really is tough. It's so unfair.
 
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Jimblue

Student
Sep 10, 2022
184
I live in UK . I don’t have a problem with go out and meet people, put a smile on my face. But I don’t share my dark side with them. I don’t expect them to understand and I don’t want to give people negative energy.
 
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