When last night you had a nightmare that you beat up an infant. No joke I had a disturbing dream like this last night. I’ve never had a dream where I hurt anybody that I recall. I looked up what the dream might mean and saw something that said I might be a sadomasochist. I can see that I’m masochistic but I never considered myself a sadist. I felt horrified and guilty that I beat an infant but it was covered in a blanket so I couldn’t actually see it. So weird and disturbing. I felt terrible after I realized I dreamt this.