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RottingFlowerBrains

RottingFlowerBrains

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Sep 10, 2018
193
Gardening, beekeeping, smoking bongs.. reading(i don't have the attention span for it though but i like it lol)
I watch alot of crime documentaries and programmes about people who have gone through wild stuff. I like dr phill aswel
I like the live pearl parties anyone ever watch those?
I like vaccuming and tidying and cleaning. I like lighting my fire its fun.
I like to drink but i havnt in a month its better that way
 
RottingFlowerBrains

RottingFlowerBrains

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Sep 10, 2018
193
And i love cold drinks they make me happy.. i love diet coke
Gardening, beekeeping, smoking bongs.. reading(i don't have the attention span for it though but i like it lol)
I watch alot of crime documentaries and programmes about people who have gone through wild stuff. I like dr phill aswel
I like the live pearl parties anyone ever watch those?
I like vaccuming and tidying and cleaning. I like lighting my fire its fun.
I like to drink but i havnt in a month its better that way
 
TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,475
Nothing really I have no passion for anything anymore maybe with the exception of shooting at the gun range but Denmark is so strict so we are only allowed to shoot on certified gun ranges and there we can only shoot at 15 meters no exceptions it would be really fun to just put up some cans or bottles and shoot them on our property without an instructor breathing down my neck but that isn´t legal here so it takes all the joy and freedom away.
 
sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
I used to enjoy playing the piano and reading books but now I don't really enjoy much anymore except maybe watching youtube videos, listening to music and sleeping. I mean, I get far too little sleep but yeah, sleeping is nice. It gives you a nice taste of being dead.
 
Fisherman

Fisherman

Member
Oct 21, 2018
12
Gardening, beekeeping, smoking bongs.. reading(i don't have the attention span for it though but i like it lol)
I watch alot of crime documentaries and programmes about people who have gone through wild stuff. I like dr phill aswel
I like the live pearl parties anyone ever watch those?
I like vaccuming and tidying and cleaning. I like lighting my fire its fun.
I like to drink but i havnt in a month its better that way
Wish I could do gardening. If I ever have a place with space for a garden I will fill it with flowers. I have a passion for beauty.
 
worldexploder

worldexploder

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Sep 19, 2018
2,823
I been immersed with the right to die as well as trying to find my own way out lately. I love this website. Guess you can call it an interest.

Before I got too depressed, I use to study politics (I have a special interest in social and geopolitics), history, science. A veriety of other topics.

I had an obsession with video games as well as coming up with video game storylines and concepts. I wrote probably over 100 from 2009 to recently.

The ONLY concept art I ever did was this Atari styled top down metroidvania game I dubbed “Timeout”. You play as a clock who’s time is ticking away. Once it goes to zero you die. You get more time by shooting enemies (once all enemies are dead in the room, the doors open). If an enemy shoots you, you lose 15 seconds. I worked on on the graphics since this but it’s on my PC and can’t get to it cuz of some firewall.
 

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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Super duper enlightened
Sep 9, 2018
1,707
I've lost all interest in anything worth a damn. I used to be intelligent and curious about everything, but I've devolved dramatically with age. Now I'll go on YouTube and be like "ooh, dropping a bowling ball on to a trampoline from 300 feet? This I gotta see." I feel like my brain has given up/failed me. It seems that as I get older I'm becoming more infantile, and unable to take things I should care about seriously. I don't know if this even makes sense or is relatable.
 
Fisherman

Fisherman

Member
Oct 21, 2018
12
I used to enjoy playing the piano and reading books but now I don't really enjoy much anymore except maybe watching youtube videos, listening to music and sleeping. I mean, I get far too little sleep but yeah, sleeping is nice. It gives you a nice taste of being dead.
When one kills himself it could be said to have been caused by a lack of and a desperation for sleep.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

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Aug 16, 2018
672
Nothing now since chemical lobotomised but so much before.

Travelling and photography together, reading, documentaries, cooking, baking, landscape and portrait photography, interior design, jewellery making.
 
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Essie

Student
Oct 20, 2018
100
I used to enjoy reading, drawing, painting, playing and listening to music, watching movies - but all is lost.

You are my clone. All the same as you, and I liked gardening, too, when I got a home w/ a huge garden. I was a writer by profession but was working on personal fiction projects as well. I don't play any instrument well, though, but had plans to learn piano again (took lessons as a kid but quit before I got good) and would love to learn the violin but really sucked at guitar in my jr high years, so that put me off strings.

Adding: baking and my nightly 5-mile walks around the neighborhood.
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
I used to have many interests and hobbies like I really was someone, but then my brain malfunctioned.

All is gone now, I cant focus on anything long enough to make it worth doing.
I stopped leaving my apartment unless I have no choice [2 months] Awake whole night, sleeping off these lovely bright, warm and sunny UK days we had this year...

So after I finally purchased and completed my exit setup I only watch my all time favorite movies and listen to my best music albums - waiting for the right time for exit.
 
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Escargot Shorts

Escargot Shorts

Tears-of-a-Clown Ass Bitch
Sep 26, 2018
184
big fan of crime-related podcasts, but i'm very picky about them too. i like cooking w/ vegetarian recipes. i run D & D games. i used to go to a lot of live music events but i don't do that as often, although i've literally got about 2 lined up next week (one is french pop, the other is industrial doom metal). i really like thrifting. i'm good at gift giving so i have a lot of fun preparing the presentation for recipients. as of recently, a friend and i research folklore or weird history stuff and tell each other those stories when we meet. i don't get as much time/have as much attention to read but i think i obsessively collect books. i go to the gym but that feels more like a thing i do in relation to other things, i listen to stuff during that time but it's not an active interest in it quite yet, so it's like i've still got a bit of mindset stuff to work with there. i used to make comics but not so much anymore but every so often i'll get an idea or doodle some stuff.